one of the taps in my house burst while I was sleeping the other night. So much so it was literally raining in the kitchen. Got up at 5 am to stop it and couldn't find the water shut off valve. Pretty sure im gonna lose my deposit and my shitty landlord wont do anything about all the shit that was ruined by the water. Not to mention the potential mold.
since one year, one month and five days ago, I've:
>found out I was conceived from rape, which my "dad" orchestrated in order to force my mother into marriage >tried to kill myself several times >engaged in self-harm >been voluntarily homeless, from New Years until September 20th (left my dads house in a manic episode after being told the truth of my birth by my mom and grandmother) >developed more schizophrenic symptoms >ruined almost all of my friendships >started drinking heavily and abusing drugs
I realized yesterday I'm a piece of shit and have nothing to live for. I could quit my job now, spend my last $1000 on some stupid feel-good bullshit, wait for my food to waste away, and jump off the bridge before rent is due next month. I'm an old rusty engine in the middle of the woods without fuel or wheels.Throw me away.
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