>>26266460 oh shit I just noticed that lol I always thought it was just about the two evident mega bitches on the right
but maybe it actually is way more than I thought it was cus theyre blocking their eyes when she takes the picture and posing and to other girls at that age that level of premature breasts size ridiculous and embarrassing its probably like one of those pics that theyre going to show to all their other black swimsuit booze babies and laugh about how they were hanging out with "such a freak lol"
given that our environment is more akin to a high school than a place of business, there was a tremendous amount of shit-talking interspersed among the drama.
the things i'd hear them say about other coworkers really should've clued me in that similar things were being said about me. on some level, in the back of my mind, i always had known that things were said about me when i wasn't around, but i never realized how bad it was until a kind soul clued me in shortly before i ended up quitting for an unrelated reason. people from another department who i barely even knew apparently still had things to say. i can't say i'm not guilty of contributing to those conversations myself. there's a sad and yet, common irony to that; in my effort to fit in, i didn't fit in.
a clique had formed centered around this guy in management. it was insane. there was basically two groups there: people who were friends with this guy and people who weren't. i considered myself somewhere in between the two groups and that was my mistake.
>tfw the first group of 'friends' you ever had just kept you around as a walking joke >bullied by the people I deluded myself into thinking were friends for 7 years >eventually make new friends >two are like family to me >one stops talking to me because I'm a pathetic piece of trash and he needed to tell me how I might as well kill myself >the other kept me around to use as something to waste his time with until the weekend when he could meet up with his real friends >group of friends that I had while still being friends with the other two >strictly kept me around for money and because they knew I'd buy drugs for them >a few weeks after getting fired I mention that I'm down to my last $20 >literally never heard from them again except for once when they wanted me to give them an old car engine for free and another time when one wanted me to piss in a cup for him so he could pass a drug test
>>26266987 I can't deal with real life, like how all the hs and college cliques ended up being irl cliques and having brats and the brats like will be the same when they are in hs and college (or are for those that have legal brats - yeah some get knocked up at 15-18 after all) and it's just like fuuuuuuu
and the small talk/office cooler shit and politics. :(
Like I can't focus on body language type shit AND other shit..... just like I can't focus on school (even say premed or whatnots) AND a "job" I mean even speed can't fix that..... so it's just like well I can monotask better - but multitasking is still a disaster...... and I still can't magically get social cues that aren't fuck you or fuck off but the speed would now make me too forward/social/artificially happy and elevated (then crash miserably in 3 hours when it wears out of the system).... and well shit yanno?
there's got to be something better to life than a shitty low wage/tech/paraprofessional tier shit job with no pride/ability to even get a decent sugar baby....
bleh and I'mt he type everyone would talk behind my back about..... where it's that one guy that's oblivious and it's the in joke.....
>tfw your gf sends the facebook video equivalents of youtubepoop so you have to log into facebook for the first time in 3 years and see dozens of messages from old friends trying to get back in touch with you
>>26267053 I don't want kids also that's a load of horseshit. i'm a fucking "skinnyfat" 0 tried for over a decade to conquer it before finally giving up because any diet so anal retentive you need adderall and a goddamn tracking calendar just to fucking plan micros and macros and whatever that costs well over 500$ a mont minimum not counting protein supplementation - just ain't worth it....
and my test is still 978 :( ......
in women I imagine it just makes them manlier/aggressive if its higher
and flabby chicks are bleh. all of them. her waist isn't thin.... her boobs are WAY too big....
and I don't want kids, let alone to nurture the damn things. ain't got enough money or time in life to split with something that might turn out a faggot or assburgers or nerd :(
>>26268277 There are no 14 year old girls on reddit. Not that I'd know..... why go to reddit...the gonewild females are the only thing to really give it any merit........ and they're just really pretty camwhores that still make camwhore revenue somewhere anyway teasing guys like us who aren't worthy to be with female specimens of that caliber......
women can not fucking sniff if someone has high fucking testosterone btw retard
considering mine was high enough a year and a half ago to make a nurse tell me to see a goddamn endocrinologist
and again, is still a 987 you know, damn fucking HIGH?
so yeah, no.
also higher test is known to be correlated with goddamn autism fool..... DERP.
please like i know what your fucking magic type properly damn unwritten rules for typing like a "proper adult" (however they type on the internet - what is this? fucking keyboarding class? is this a job? am i being paid to be goddamn professional? no, exactly, i thought trolls were /b./ territory and at least they still have the occasional genuinely qt attentionwhore that puts out.....)
>>26266251 don't worry about it, every group of friends I have ever been in has had a "jester". The jester is that weird guy that no one actually likes but does weird/goofy things so we can laugh at him or talk about him when he's not there, there's nothing wrong with being a jester, it just means you are part of the group man.
>>26268606 >fat neckbeard Not fat. This meme is also overused. you dont even type like a modern girl you type like a 13 yr old girl from one of those MySpace profiles made 8 or so years ago >keyboarding class No. Just stop typing like a preteen girl
>>26268738 not a meme. nerds are always fucking homely if you weren't - you wouldn't be HERE.
you'd be screwing a qt/dating
socially awkward and ugly are married to each other.... haven't you ever seen any assburger syndrome people? I have yet to see one single female with that shit that is qt. NONE.... well maybe 1...kind of from youtube, chick named alexis, barely legal, doable at least, especially compared to the others.... idk maybe it's the influence of the extra testosterone making their faces all homely or making them frumpy and chubby.
I've seen how teens/tweens type - this isn't it. :)
>>26266987 I've had this happen before. And truth about the shit that was being talked.
Apparently I was the one they hated most, though I have no idea why. Friends are overrated. I'm so jaded now that if I can't at least get anything from friends resource wise, I don't even bother. They're just going to fuck me over in the end anyway.
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