How long has is it been since you were legitimately happy? Five years here. It's really weird to even type this...
Half a fucking decade..
I have been unable to feel pleasure for four years due to psych meds (and this started with me using them incorrectly). It's just as well, I would have drowned in my hedonism and been a hikki otherwise. Any day now, I'll start being productive.
>It's really weird to even type this...
The fabric of my life is glazed in malaise.
It makes things worse.
And people give canned responses out of some irritating sense of duty to prevent people from dying.
That's what makes it worse. That they legit believe they are helping.
About 7-8 months ago.
My oneitis played with my hair while talking about whatever.
Now I can't even look at her without turning stone faced. Just fuck my shit up.
I wanted to make this work, thank you.
It's a pleasure seeing it.
The last time I felt happy was when I was in first grade and I went to catholic school no one was mean and we were all blissfully ignorant of how shitty life was I'm a freshman in college now and I almost forget what happiness feels like
As lame as it sounds the season premier of Venture Brothers this sunday made me legitimately happy.
Then again, I am pretty easy to please once all my physical needs are met (food/water, shelter, security).