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>have tons of shit that I want to get off my chest
>don't have anyone I'm willing to tell it to
>parents are only option but really don't feel like telling them
>keep it bottled up
>continuously feel like shit
>whenever I feel better I quickly just remember something that instantly ruins my mood
>just want to tell people what I'm feeling/my problems and get a meaningful response
>tfw I've been feeling this for basically 2 years now and there's no sign of change
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Same bro. You're not alone.
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thats why people get shrinks
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>keep it bottled up
>people say I should tell them
>tell me they will genuinely listen
>I tell them my problem
>they literally start laughing
little do they know, I will get the last laugh
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>>26238633
That's why people go on /r9k/
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>Even the Therapist won't call you back
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>>26238641
I have some good friends who I know won't give me a hard time about it but I still can never find the time and place and when it is the words always get caught between the bottom and middle of my throat
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>>26238667
I try this daily, and no one ever responds.
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>>26238335
Just greentext it right now
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>>26238811
There's way too much shit to just type out right now. I'm not in the right frame of mind and I'm about to go to bed.
Now I feel even shitter because I know the person who actually wants to hear it (you) probably wont be there the time I actually post it.
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>>26238792
do this family >>26238811
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>tfw used to feel like you
>kept it bottled up
>don't worry about it very often anymore
Still pics related is the worst that happens fairly often
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what's troubling you fampai
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r9k is the only place I put my feels. I have no one else. I've sorta tried talking to a family member about my feels without trying to seem too autistic and all I got was very vague general advice that wouldn't have helped.
I'm not seeing a therapist either. not fucking paying for someone to listen to my problems. that's a fucking scam.
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I took shrooms today, really put my shitty existence into perspective.
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>>26238335
I'm so sad man I've been in this mood were sadness is the base and then I have different emotions through the day that layer up over sadness but sadness is always there for awhile it was emptiness. Does that make sense I just need to talk to someone but opening up to someone is probably my worse fear
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i have something that gets off on your moms chest. BOOM
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>>26239240
They tend to do that
>>26239275
I fucking feel you. I only opened up when I was blackout or almost black out drunk.
Last time I did I told my friend how depressed I was and how much I wanted to die when I was on Xanax and alcohol. I'm glad she didn't take it so hard and I think that's why she's started spending more time with me.
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>>26239240
I've done it before. those feelings are temporary.
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>>26239240
After the first time I did shrooms I felt like I had a boulder in the stream of my life and it's path was forever changed.. for the better.
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>>26239556
First time I did shrooms I was like holy shit I'm trippin out
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>tfw walking around about my day
>violent thoughts about random people I pass
>most involve knives and personal means of murder
>tfw no gf
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