>see enthusiastic text from mom an hour late
>asked a question about cake
>she probably thinks i'm still asleep, so there'll be no enthusiasm when she gets home with a Walmart cake
>completely apathetic about the whole thing
All these lonely birthday pics are triggering feels in my heart. I wish I had friends and family that loved me.
I have never been able to feel love for my mother, even as a kid I liked her because she was fun. Once I moved out I cut all contact with her for a year and then only contacted her again because she is useful. She helps me clean, she does my dirty clothes and she is fun again she even gives me money even tho she is poor