>a year goes by and nothing has changed
is it my fault?
>feel the exact opposite of this
>think I can intuitively guess the entirety of people's lives
>suddenly overwhelmed by the fully-fleshed existence of everyone around me
>they will fuck and cry, fight miserably, strive, create new people, catch diseases, and die
>all of their stories epic in sheer volume of information
>none to ever fully be revealed to anyone but themselves alone
>want to vomit
>>26211887
>>26212014
feel both of these things on different days
feel the fullness of human experience
feel the emptiness of all being
feels good man
>>26212014
>see redshirt in a TV show/film
>feel bad about how that person's entire life has led up to them dying for nothing in that scene
In short, yes it's your responsibility to change things. There is no cavalry coming for any of us.
There's no Misaki to save us, not in this world
>>26211887
>try to make a difference in my lifestyle
>try to join a new club: it's full of obese neckbeards and tumblrettes that make me cringe
>make plans to meet up with a girl: i get stood up
i wanna die
>>26214175
Today i seriously needed to not be reminded about my final feel.
Its really bad.
>>26212014
Same thing happens to me regularly. even not with people but with the infinite complexity of the cosmos, physics, even geometry
It makes me burst out crying and laughing at the same time and it's not controllable
I've noticed that I have these episodes more frequently in crowds, such as in the subway
>>26212572
What is a redshirt?
>>26215337
I think it's some tv tropes thing
You know how in star trek the red shirt guys are basically indispensable? Yeah.
I don't know, just look it up. It's something like that.
>>26215460
Ight thanks anonymous
>>26211887
>>a year
haha. get back to us when yr nuts drop.
>>26211887
I suspect this image was made by a teenager or a woman.
>>26215912
>nuts drop
I never understood this phrase.
>>26216415
Testicles drop when you reach puberty