>tfw severe mommy and daddy issues
>really severe, homicidal issues
>tfw you know that holding on to so much hate is going to kill you but you can't forgive them for what they did
fuck you OP
Does anyone else find it weird when people have a healthy family relationship? Like the idea of being able to happily spend time with your parents and be able to talk to them seems so foreign to me
They abused me and my siblings until my sister became an emotionless shell, my little brother killed himself, and I was groomed into a violent edgelord with major emotional issues. they ruined our childhoods, ruined our lives and robbed us of our potential. I was the one that had to wipe my sibling's asses because my fucking parents were too neglectful to do their fucking jobs.
when I was a kid I thought that everyone who claimed to have a happy family was just putting on a show and pretending. it took me years to understand that there's such a thing as a functional, happy family
very much... as i get older i realize how neglectful my parents were. even with abusive parents, the abuse it usually out of misplaced/misdirected caring. with neglect... they just don't give a fuck.
Look at this coon fox trying to reach the grapes, look at him and laugh
Yfw coons will never know what a functioning family unit looks like cuz their "fathers" all ran away early LOL
A family that prays together, bombs together
>things you will never experience because you have bad genes, bad family, and mental problems.
>be 24 year old NEET kv
>tfw parents deliberately talk of family friends successful kids my age to "motivate" me
>tfw all it does is make new even sadder and feel more pathetic
>tfw parents won't stop and get mad if I tell them to stop it, and say I should be grateful they're trying to motivate me
>dad is a lawyer
>mother is a published and successful writer and researcher
>older sister is a general surgeon
>older brother is entrepreneur who owns a successful bar downtown
>i'm an autistic neet who has no friends, no gf ever and no life experiences
Suicide is drawing near.
All I want in life is to have is a house, a sustainable job, a loving wife and 4 children. Is that so much to ask?
Instead I was born a skinny manlet in the 21st century. Fuck those cunts who say we've had it better than ever. I am literally born in le wrong generation
go fuck yourself
>tfw mom has personality disorder
>total fucking bitch
>psychologically abused me and my brother
>age 22, find out that SHE is the problem, not me
>realize there's nothing inherently wrong with me (like she always suggested)
>realize how much of a manipulative and horrible bitch she is
Getting detached from her and fixing myself is very hard (and she's trying to make it impossible) but I'll keep going.
Fuck shitty parents and stay strong anon.
jesus, comparatively I got lucky, I realized they were the abusive and insane ones when I was only 13 and got out when I was 16. I can't fucking imagine living in that kind of hell for years and years later.
thanks man, you too
This. Only thing is that I'm an only child and my parents were always good to be, but as I got older I just grew more disassociated and put on a facade so as not to totally crush my mothers fragile soul. I find it extremely difficult to say something like "I love you" and make it sound genuine, even though I don't actually hate them. Also recoil at the thought of family dinners, gatherings and writing birthday cards etc.
>Parents are hoarders
>Still want a "clean" house
>Children are still expected to help clean whenever we visit
>Adopt tons of elderly dogs from no-kill shelter who piss and shit everywhere
>Never want to visit home again
The crazy fucks actually look through the trash before it goes out. I once got yelled at for assuming a crinkled page torn out of an old magazine that was lying on the floor could be tossed out.
I don't have abusive parents or neglectful, but in general I just don't have much in common with my family and that combined with social anxiety and apathy means I don't make any efforts to see or contact them. I do call my mom every 1-2 weeks roughly but all other family contact ends up being initiated by them.
It sounds real edgy but to me it's just the same as a borderline friend who calls you and you don't feel like calling him. I guess I grew up not having "family first" instilled and therefore look at them mostly as just people I grew up with ala The Giver.
>be born to two dumbass parents out of wedlock
>mother was 19, father was 18
>father decides to enlist into the navy before I'm a year old
>don't meet again till I'm almost 5
>father becomes crackhead
>mother becomes alcoholic
>father abandons us when I'm 7
>don't hear from him for 4 years
> tries to get back into my life
>sister accepts him, never got to know the scumbag he was
>I reject him, always pissed whenever he comes to visit
>"anon, I just want to do what's best for your life"
>"the best way to improve my life is to get the hell out of it"
>haven't seen my father in over year
>"Orange county coroner's office, is this anon?"
>"Your father was found dead in his apartment, he appears to have shot himself"
>mfw the last thing my father will remember is how much of an asshole I was