can i ask you guys something? i want to leave the internet but i keep coming back
i have a few skype friends and none irl and i want to leave skype though, ive never seen their faces but theyve seen mine and i havent done anything illegal though, i just dont want anyone to call my house or anyhting. am i crazy for wanting to leave skype friends ive had for 3 years? and can i actually do that you think with no recoil?
i just kinda feel trapped online, ive left a couple times but came back in like a month and a half
>>26203393 No. I truly think I am human garbage. My family and I are living in a motel. Dad makes squat and his wife makes near nil. I need to work but something impedes me. Cowardice, anxiety, stress, shame, I don't know. Maybe not one thing but all of these things. I'm not smart nor sociable. I don't have a good-looking face. Its a pocket-marked scar ridden wasteland with a melancholic stare to adorn it. I would love to get out of this shitty life but I don't even take the steps to do so. There are places that might help us but I can't even begin to call them. I just want to die.
>>26207187 I'm not garbage anon, I'm doing gods work. Everyone knows the world would be a better place without you, sure your parents would feel bad for a while but you know what? I know a couple that lost a 14 year old and now 5 years later they had another kid and are happy, they barely think about their kid anymore and this was a good kid unlike you. You will be forgotten in just a couple years
>>26207315 But anon I live a great life :) I have pretty much anything I could ask for and I don't even have to work for it I have friends that live far away and indont get to see much but we chat often and they are supportive And my family loves me, honestly loves me not like yours that tolerate you barely Why would I ever kill myself? You tho. Well you got nothing
>>26207387 I seriously dobut it, I want you to know that suicide its always an option tho don't forget that. If your life get unbearable then it probably just means it won't get much better anyways. Happy people don't experience depression just look at Robbie Williams non of that money, talent women or friends fixed him If poor Robbie couldnt ake it how could a piece of trash like you could?
>>26207443 Well I got into a pretty good university. I'll be out within 2 years with a bachelors in computer engineering. I start classes in Spring. I plan to spend my financial aid intelligently and secure stable housing.
>>26207481 You won't do any of those things anon You will drop out just like the last time, you know why? It's because that little voice that tls you you are a failure every morning, that voice is right. Happy people don't get that voice at all
>>26207524 And it does t care about your jealousy either It cares about your smoking, your drinking, your chain sleeping, your lack of sun and your depression tho. Did you know that depressive people live less than normal people on average. Now what does that tell you?
>>26207374 didn't stop you from being a little faggot though, did it? >I have friends that live far away and indont get to see much That's because they don't actually like you senpai >Well you got nothing nah, I've got your mother on speed dial
>>26207561 I've never dropped out. You assume too much. I spent 3 years at a community college though I graduated high school with a decently high GPA. I went to a CC because I lacked the foresight in choosing colleges to apply to. I do take the actions I need to but it just takes a while before I can get into gear but its that hesitation that makes me human garbage.
>>26207596 >that's because they don't like you Not at all, its because I decided to go to college far away and met most of my friends there I still got them to travel here just to spend time with me tho and that speaks volumes >b-but I have your mom in speed dialogue Sad senpai, my mom has standard he wouldn't be seen with a low life like you. No women would Have fun trying to come up with reasons why you shouldn't kill yourself tonight while you cry tho you are going to need it and don't tell me its because of your parents that has been debunked If you have one now tho you are welcome to share it
>>26207782 You are that person and you still think they wouldn't be better without you? But I -I am two years away from a degree In today world with a world crysis it is. You know during world war family's sent their useless kids who refused to work to die so they could save those younger brothers I say that money now is better than the small chance you may have in 2 years of a minimum wage job, its not like anyone loves you anyways
>>26207903 I just think it's pretty sd for a person to support someone who throws it in his face and tells them hisifd is garbage and decides to do nothing with it And if his help is needed like he needed this person his whole life be is such a piece of shit he refuses to Honestly you don't deserve what you have, you don't deserve life at all. People better than you die all the time, how is that just?
>>26207966 >projecting this hard I asked you why you should stay alive and you only cracked some mama jokes and refused to believe k have friends It must be horribly hard to cling to your life like this when you can't come up with one life reason go stay. Cling hard to that denial tho because its the only thing keeping you from jumping in front of a train. Then again it's early and the last one hasn't left, you may still change your mind
>>26208067 >you only cracked some mama jokes That's all I need, you big poof. >Cling hard to that denial tho You're the one denying that your mom isn't a whore. Although you don't face much when a person is a bottomfeeder like yourself. You only tell others to kill yourself so you can forget about how much of failure you are.
>>26208138 Not really, I have a bit of a humiliation fetish and I like power play, I'm also a clasist fuck. I wouldn't fuck a homeless man, I just want him to know his place as my bitch the same way I want you both to know that we are not equal in life, you are the garbage, you even admit it yourself, you know you shouldn't even be alive, after all you bring people pain just by being yourself, how awful is that?meanwhile I get to live like the great person I am and I get to follow my free and become someone because I'm valuable to people
>>26208332 You are really pathetic, not really worth my time let alone my money senpai I consider our time together charity, I'm such a great person after all If all tho are going to do is call my mom a whore tho its going to be pretty boring, you are a college student, well a community ccollege students. You should be able to do better
>>26208516 >I will be your boyfriend From our chat I find you the most unappealing thing in this entire board I only like femenine exquisite 16 year old bottoms the kind if takes a fortune to grow properly and are scarce as fuck You are just trash anon
>>26208581 rude >I only like femenine exquisite 16 year old bottoms the kind if takes a fortune to grow properly and are scarce as fuck try looking in the mirror qt You're just shy but that's ok I hope you're saging
>>26208611 I'm pretty alpha tho, I just want every low class poster here to know they are my bitch and I get to do wathever ibwant with them Especially robots oh how I love to fuck with robots like you
>>26208632 You would need to have the nicest rump I have ever seen, third face hormone treatment tire and not be poor, poor people are disgusting and them I would only consider keeping you for a few months
>>26208747 >roleplaying That's cute Truth its money makes you gay anon, it happens to the best of us, I used to pick the low class students every year in highschool as my friends, I got to boss them around, bulky them and treat them like shit even made them cry a few times I could have made them suck my dick back then if I realized I was gay, I don't regret it tho low class trash
>>26208967 I could afford 3 But that's not the point, I never paid them shit but they got to crash my sweet crib and eat my fine food And when I got bored of one I tossed him away:( You couldn't afford to roll with my gang tho, I may had paid one of them to go and you and touch you tho to make fun of bim
>>26209087 I can't deny that. >my neet threads Now we're getting somewhere, so besides being a disgusting neet and telling others to kill themselves, what does a narcissist like yourself do in its spare time?
>>26209142 I like to get my finger deep enough my buthole and sniff it, it smells like roses I also like to create multiple personas of me each based on a different aspect of my life and then throw them away just because I can In love being challenged by people who are beneath me its like hearing a dog bark thinking he is talking
>>26209245 I do the first one too but it smells like glue. I'd like to know more about these personas of yours,they aren't just online things I hope because building an actual second identity seems pretty cool. I like you a lot desu. Not even joking. If I weren't a coward I'd give details but I am so goodbye qt.fag
>>26209394 To be honest I'm not even sure I'm gay, my sexuality is a bit of a mess. I don't want to sound tumblerish but I'm only attracted to people that fight me no matter the gender I like being challenged a lot and I just don't feel like normal people do it for me >different personas I'm a pretty cathartic person and my life is really interesting. I can't avoid being the center of attention no matter were I am, I literally can't. It just feels like my side of the argument is right no matter wich one is it So whatever I feel like supporting is often the right thing, I'm always honest too I find it funny that people come here to lie so much
>>26209524 I spent the entirely of last year bullying a neet general on /adv, this isba general that had between 170 and 300 posters. People there despised me because I had good insight to the neet life and I could hit them where it hurts, I also was going to college and a feeling a bit insecure so every time I felt bad about something inwejt there and took it out on them. Since then tho I have been having classes at home so my perspective changed a bit but I still know 99% of neets are trash
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