>29 >incredibly depressed and contemplating suicide >fired

Sauce on that picture though, Anon?

>words
>words
>words
>words

Seriously what is that picture from

>>26197019
>Is there any way to climb out of this hole both mentally and spiritually?
Depends on if your problems can be tangibly solved. If not then the best thing you can do is distract yourself constantly.

>>26197019
get checked for STDs man. HIV is not a big deal these days.

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>>26197096
I might put some pressure to try to get back to college and not fuck it up again for real this time.
And I havent run any tests so I dont know if Im POZd yet. How long after intercourse am I supposed to take it?

If I end up being a carreerless POZ I was thinking about either ending it or enlisting in the marines.

>>26197143
Where did you get the picture of the shota in the bathroom, OP?

>>26197037
>>26197077
>>26197165

Same degenerate

>>26197143
>Failed college 3 times
How much debt are you in?

>>26197124
This. Having HIV/AIDS as a white man is a privilege.

>>26197241
No debt, parents rich. Which is why I feel ashamed, Im a disgrace to my family and not worthy of inhereting the biz.

>>26197019
>What happens to the spirit during the phase between depression -> suicide
The spirit doesn't exist. It's 2016, stop believing in medieval idiocy.

>And how negative is it to have homosexual sex?
Negative in what way? It's actually better than heterosexual sex since there is literally zero chance of pregnancy.

>Is there any way to climb out of this hole both mentally and spiritually?
If I knew I wouldn't be here.

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>>26197190
Eat a dick, if we are then OP is too. Just tell us where you got it OP, come on.

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>>26197346
>degenerates are too retarded to use reverse image search
not surprised desu

>>26197327

>Negative in what way? It's actually better than heterosexual sex since there is literally zero chance of pregnancy.

Maybe because of these things called facts

Populations at Higher Risk for HIV: Route of Transmission
http://www.cdc.gov/nchhstp/newsroom/HIVFactSheets/Epidemic/Transmission.htm
The Removal of Homosexuality from the Psychiatric Manual
http://cssronline.org/CSSR/Archival/2001/Nicolosi_71-78.pdf
Report Finds Black Homosexual Males in U.S. Worst Hit By HIV-AIDS
http://ca.news.yahoo.com/report-finds-black-gay-males-us-worst-hit-161752246.html
Statistics on Sexual Promiscuity Among Homosexuals
http://carm.org/statistics-homosexual-promiscuity

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>>26197400
Nothing

Look OP I know you got your STD situation to deal with but I want to fap so if you could just hook me up with a source I'd be grateful.

>>26197431
STD Facts - Syphilis & MSM
http://www.cdc.gov/std/Syphilis/STDFact-MSM-Syphilis.htm
Syphilis Makes a Worrying Comeback in U.S.
http://www.nbcnews.com/health/sexual-health/syphilis-makes-worrying-comeback-u-s-n100606
Viral Hepatitis Populations - Men Who Have Sex with Men
http://www.cdc.gov/hepatitis/Populations/msm.htm
WHO Warns HIV 'Exploding' Among Gay Men, Urges Preventive Drugs
http://www.afp.com/en/news/who-warns-hiv-exploding-among-gay-men-urges-preventive-drugs
Homosexual Men Have Fifty Times Higher Rate of AIDS
http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/topics/surveillance/basic.htm#incidence
Homosexual Men Twice as Likely to Have Cancer
http://www.lifesitenews.com/news/homosexual-men-twice-as-likely-to-have-cancer-study
Homosexuality: The Mental Illness That Went Away
http://behaviorismandmentalhealth.com/2011/10/08/homosexuality-the-mental-illness-that-went-away/#.UQi3X12lxQI
How Different are the Adult Children of Parents who Have Same-Sex Relationships?
http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0049089X12000610
Johns Hopkins Psychiatrist: Transgender is 'Mental Disorder;' Sex Change 'Biologically Impossible'
http://cnsnews.com/news/article/michael-w-chapman/johns-hopkins-psychiatrist-transgender-mental-disorder-sex-change
New Research on Same-Sex Households Reveals Kids Do Best With Mom and Dad
http://www.thepublicdiscourse.com/2015/02/14417/
One in Five Homosexual, Bisexual Men in U.S. Cities Has HIV
http://www.reuters.com/article/2010/09/23/us-aids-usa-

>>26197431
>>26197464
>STDs are worse than having to pay child support for 18 years

>>26197346
Not op. The uncropped one is floating around /b/ shota threads. I'm sure one of those guys can hook you up.