What should I write on my suicide note? I'm doing it this week. I have a mother, a father, a brother, and a therapist. I'm thinking of something along the lines of
(Mother's name and father's name), you were both good people, but terrible parents. You should have prepared more before you decided to have children.
(Brother's name), What's up you meme loving fuck?
(Therapist's name), Thanks for the hang.
I killed them
I killed them all
Buried under the yard
I cant bear to think of their faces any longer
They haunt me in my sleep and terrorise me in my waking hours
Also the Therapist abused me in our hours alone and made me feel like a piece of meat
Or yknow, write OP delivers on it so when its on the news we know its you
What's your background?
When I tried to kill myself I wrote a letter for each person thanking everyone for everything and telling that the problem was me and not them.
I would suggest not doing so though. Do you want to talk? You'll feel better after venting.
I already vented today to someone on skype. It made the pain go away, but the sadness was still there. I'm at the point, where there's so much fucking sadness dude. The pain accumulates faster than I can vent it. I've bene crying non-stop for the past 8 hours and looking in the mirror. I feel really real about the death. I'm going to die soon. It's going to end, and that's okay. i fucking love you!! U CAN BE STORNG FOR ME :)
>tfw you cry so hard you freak out and can't even type right
abnyways I'm so fucking happy that I decided to make this decision. I've had the knife on my neck so many times, I don't even feel scared anymore. I just feel anxious, but also happy. My heart beats fast and I know that I can make the sadness go away forever with an easy movement. I don't have to suffer anymore.
Please don't kill yourself, what if you are born as a nigger in some 3rd world shithole? indians have DESIGNATED shitting streets, remember that. Just try to find any joy in your life, become someone else. Considering you actually want to kill yourself why not just stop giving a fuck about anything and be what you want to be? Talk to who you want to talk to. Try it Anon. And if you don't listen to this advice, i hope you are reborn as a white person in a nice country. Best of luck mate
When you are depressed you have like a courtain in your mind that doesn't allow you to see anything positive. Talking to someone can help you see other point of view of things that you aren't able to see on your now at this moment. It can be hard to understand when you are deeply depressed.
Ok I'll add you in a moment
I don't believe in rebirth. I can't just say fuck it and be who I want to be. I'm killing myself BECAUSE I can't be who I want to be. I feel giddy and sick at the prospect of sweet oblivion.
so that the person can say, hey it's not so bad, eventually things will work out, you keep yourself busy with hobbies and stuff, just not to think about it, and slowly change your life, you're still young you can find something that amuse you, and you still have a great life ahead, it's the same thing over and over so that you feel that you're just moaning, and no one is really interested, that's how i feel when i talk to my psychologist or anyone else that says me to vent off.
OP here, It's 1:33pm and I've been awake for 24 hours. I'm going to go to sleep now, add me on this skype if you care. But I hope you don't care about me. Because I'm trash. The worst. Even worse than you, you utter piece of trash. I fucking hate this board, and I fucking hate every one of you who post on this shitty fucking board, and on this entire shitty fucking website.
I hope you can all feel better and be happy :~)
kind of, the thing is that there are certain things that your therapist or people close to you can't say. For example, do anything that you find amusing, even if it affects your health or it seems really stupid/fucked up, like hitting stray dogs on the street.
Which one are you? Sorry but I really don't use skype and I just created and account
Why kill yourself now when you could have much better reasons next year?
violence wouldn't make me feel better, i know it's just an example, but how would that make me become a wagecuck and forget about depression? And one of the things that made me end up in this situation was doing drugs a.k.a what i want.
Well I wouldn't recommend drugs or violence either, but the thing is that you have to do things that you find interesting in order not to get deeper into your current depression. It sounds pretty much like what they often tell you about finding hobbies to keep you from having negative thoughs, but that's the best I can come up with now.
Sorry, I gtg. I you wanna talk, my skype is andy9rk.