List the reasons why you're still living

You have really shit taste in video games dude.

>>26173272
>vodka
>my family would be sad

i've already walked out the door once with intent to kill myself but i went back
i will do it this year though, i will

>>26173272
>Half-Life 3
So you're going to die of old age then?

>>26173328
How's Sybian Simulator 2008 working out?

>New kanye+anco next month
>Family would probably lose their shit
>Kinda actually wanna see if I'm rly the p.o.s failure I picture myself becoming

I want to try writing a novel before I die.

>>26173272
>half life 3

So you intend to live for another good while

>>26173390
lol you won't

Couldn't do it to my family
League of Legends passes the time
>>26173390
Also what this guy said

>>26173272
new zelda this year doe

>>26173272
>attempts to kill self by jumping off a building
>wake up in hostpital, portal 3 came out the moment you hit the ground
>play portal 3, takes cyanide pill
>wake up in hospital, spore 2 came out
>play spore two, hangs self
>wake up in hospital, half life 3 episode 1 comes out
>get idea
>shoot self at point blank in head, you survive but are bleeding out and no one has called the police
>the only thing you can do is watch the tv which was on when you attempted suicide
>the last words you hear are "left... four"
>you're dead

>>26173272
>Not homeless
Once I become homeless I'll off myself. Until then I'll enjoy the ride, even if its not as much enjoyment as it is pain.

>my mom
>Hopes things will get better
>Fear of hell of its real

That's it

>>26173432
*>a commercial comes on
>the last words you hear are "left... Four"

Nothing but family and religion. I have never taken pleasure in my life, and don't expect to start any time soon. My wife and kids would miss me, and it would be a sin. If it wasn't for them my brain would have been house paint a long time ago.

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>cheese
>bread
>movies and tv
>eating cheese sandwiches while watching movies and tv
>porn
>vidya is fun sometimes
>currently living in an era where being hedonistic is practically virtuous
i am contented

>>26173436
same

>Kingdom hearts III.
Might as well end it now for being into a shit series for man children.

>a trump presidency
>attack on titan season 2

That's about it.

>my parents and siblings
>my close friends
>hoping that things get better and I stop being depressed

If it weren't for those things then I would have killed myself already

Waiting for handegg team to win the superb owl

The Resident Evil 2 remake.

After that I'm done.

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>suikoden VI

Kill me
no, don't

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>>26173348
Yeah sure you fucking faggot. Stop being selfish and just drink and party more, come back to me when your life is so exhausted of the pleasures of this world that you want to kill yorself. Ill dp the pleasure of killing you myself.

Stop being a little bitch and figure out something else. You have all the opportunities in the world to turn the tables on people and you choose to kill yourself. Great. Instead of leading over someone, building an empire from dirt, developing skills and wits to bluff someone to giving up small change, and working your way up to the big leagues.


But yeah sure just kill yourself, fine. Dont become something that can bend the will of people you hate.

I want to be a filmmaker.

>>26173272
As long as there is money to be made elsewhere Valve will never make another Half-Life game. Every single thing they ever do is towards the long term goal of getting more people on steam.

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>>26173272
>Half-Life 3
Immortality must be a heavy burden.

I still need to see Tool live, as well as Porcupine Tree if they even come back from hiatus. That's pretty much it.

What if Half Life 3 turns out to be a disappointment?

>>26175618
>if
Nah, it's pretty much confirmed a disappointment given it'll never live up to the hype.

>>26175643
what hype? everyone seems to think it would be shit even though valve usually puts out decent to good games

>>26175528
I thought the same lel.

>>26173272
Too afraid of death and non existence

>>26175643
For Half-Life 3 to live up to the hype it needs:
>2050 tier hyper realistic graphics
I would list other things but let's face it, it's ALL about graphics at this day and age.

>>26173272
>Half Life 3
>foreseeable future

LOL

>>26173272
>video games, including ANY video game that I might play in the future that I might enjoy
I fucking love video games and it's one of the main reasons why I keep myself alive. Sue me. There are lots of games I'm hyped for at this moment and lots of potential games I'm hopeful for.
>capeshit in movies
big capeshit fan and I want to see all the biggest movies once they come out and I'm hyped as fuck to see shit like Batman vs. Superman; I want to see where they go with it all
>the thought that I could possibly turn my life around
I want to become more social, become 'normal', get a gf, a car and do stuff. also I want to achieve my dreams of becoming a writer and even a video game designer
>relatives, friends too I guess
>no access to a gun
I want things to be as quick and painless as possible; I don't want to risk fucking things up, leaving me in severe pain and possible permanent injury.

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There are so many different drugs I haven't done that I wanna try out. These are all mostly run-of-the-mill drugs that any normie can get. Most of the drugs I've tried are legal ones or semi-legal research chems.

>ayahuasca
>methamphetamine
>cocaine
>heroin
>shrooms
>LSD
>mescaline
>ketamine
>MDMA

I could probably just fill a shopping cart on Agora (who knows how buying drugs works) this morning, try them all over the next week or so, and then finally be able to end my life.

>>26175823
I forgot 2c-b, I wanna try that too.

My parents would be pretty fucked up if I killed myself. Plus I don't really wanna die, I just don't have much of a desire to live. I'm not gonna kill myself any time in the near future but if death happened to come to me I wouldn't complain.

>>26175823
I've done a couple psychedelics and really don't have strong feelings for them, maybe I didn't do them right at the time or all the other meds I was on at the time effected the high. Maybe if I reach old age I'll try to trip real balls, but I'm 28 right now and just am too busy for that type of shit these days.

>Flash, Arrow, and Legends of Tomorrow tv series
literally that's it. my life's completely joyless otherwise.

>>26175872
I prefer dissociatives a lot more, honestly. But I've already tried most of those, excluding PCP and PCP analogs. I just gotta k-hole, then I'll be golden.

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VR Waifus + Robotic Genitalia

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>>26175898
At Legends of Tomorrow has ended up being fun as shit, episode 2 was far better than the first one in my opinion.

>>26175902
I've only done LSD and shrooms in the harder drugs spectrum, but I know those are on the light of things still. Shrooms was interesting, played Wolf Among Us when I was high on them, fun time.

>>26173272
I read too much about karma and reincarnation.

>>26173272
>Persona 5
My nigga

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Not much
Maybe my only two family members and persona 5 also
waiting until something life changing happens
Ive got a plan.

>>26173272
>Zelda Wii U/NX
>FE Fates
>Diamond is Not Crash anime
>all the season three's that will never happen
>memes
>possibility of Nigel Farage becoming PM and uncucking our shit
>possibility of losing my V
>beer
>weed
>food
>want to travel
>kinda want to see if the world will end in my lifetime, would be pretty metal to witness the greatest and final event in human history

>>26177684
Forgot to add
>waifu age and VR gf

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>tfw the only thnig that keeps me going is the need to sell virtual hats

>>26177763
traders are always so terrible at tf2

>>26177784
i'll have you know i landed my first airshot a few weeks ago after over 1,300 hours of tf2

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The fact that I fear death more than everything
The thought of nonexistence is so terrifying that living the rest of my life alone in a room seems good in comparison
I still hope that they will achieve immortality in my lifetime, as improbable as it is

Oh, and also for seeing the end of a bunch of anime/manga like Berserk

>>26177801
add me

I need a trader friend

https://steamcommunity.com/id/scattass