>Kingdom Hearts III
>Final Fantasy XV
I will kill myself once I've beaten all the games I I want to play and there's nothing coming out in the foreseeable future.
>attempts to kill self by jumping off a building
>wake up in hostpital, portal 3 came out the moment you hit the ground
>play portal 3, takes cyanide pill
>wake up in hospital, spore 2 came out
>play spore two, hangs self
>wake up in hospital, half life 3 episode 1 comes out
>shoot self at point blank in head, you survive but are bleeding out and no one has called the police
>the only thing you can do is watch the tv which was on when you attempted suicide
>the last words you hear are "left... four"
Nothing but family and religion. I have never taken pleasure in my life, and don't expect to start any time soon. My wife and kids would miss me, and it would be a sin. If it wasn't for them my brain would have been house paint a long time ago.
>movies and tv
>eating cheese sandwiches while watching movies and tv
>vidya is fun sometimes
>currently living in an era where being hedonistic is practically virtuous
i am contented
Yeah sure you fucking faggot. Stop being selfish and just drink and party more, come back to me when your life is so exhausted of the pleasures of this world that you want to kill yorself. Ill dp the pleasure of killing you myself.
Stop being a little bitch and figure out something else. You have all the opportunities in the world to turn the tables on people and you choose to kill yourself. Great. Instead of leading over someone, building an empire from dirt, developing skills and wits to bluff someone to giving up small change, and working your way up to the big leagues.
But yeah sure just kill yourself, fine. Dont become something that can bend the will of people you hate.
As long as there is money to be made elsewhere Valve will never make another Half-Life game. Every single thing they ever do is towards the long term goal of getting more people on steam.
Immortality must be a heavy burden.
>video games, including ANY video game that I might play in the future that I might enjoy
I fucking love video games and it's one of the main reasons why I keep myself alive. Sue me. There are lots of games I'm hyped for at this moment and lots of potential games I'm hopeful for.
>capeshit in movies
big capeshit fan and I want to see all the biggest movies once they come out and I'm hyped as fuck to see shit like Batman vs. Superman; I want to see where they go with it all
>the thought that I could possibly turn my life around
I want to become more social, become 'normal', get a gf, a car and do stuff. also I want to achieve my dreams of becoming a writer and even a video game designer
>relatives, friends too I guess
>no access to a gun
I want things to be as quick and painless as possible; I don't want to risk fucking things up, leaving me in severe pain and possible permanent injury.
There are so many different drugs I haven't done that I wanna try out. These are all mostly run-of-the-mill drugs that any normie can get. Most of the drugs I've tried are legal ones or semi-legal research chems.
I could probably just fill a shopping cart on Agora (who knows how buying drugs works) this morning, try them all over the next week or so, and then finally be able to end my life.
My parents would be pretty fucked up if I killed myself. Plus I don't really wanna die, I just don't have much of a desire to live. I'm not gonna kill myself any time in the near future but if death happened to come to me I wouldn't complain.
I've done a couple psychedelics and really don't have strong feelings for them, maybe I didn't do them right at the time or all the other meds I was on at the time effected the high. Maybe if I reach old age I'll try to trip real balls, but I'm 28 right now and just am too busy for that type of shit these days.
At Legends of Tomorrow has ended up being fun as shit, episode 2 was far better than the first one in my opinion.
I've only done LSD and shrooms in the harder drugs spectrum, but I know those are on the light of things still. Shrooms was interesting, played Wolf Among Us when I was high on them, fun time.
Maybe my only two family members and persona 5 also
waiting until something life changing happens
Ive got a plan.
>Zelda Wii U/NX
>Diamond is Not Crash anime
>all the season three's that will never happen
>possibility of Nigel Farage becoming PM and uncucking our shit
>possibility of losing my V
>want to travel
>kinda want to see if the world will end in my lifetime, would be pretty metal to witness the greatest and final event in human history
>tfw the only thnig that keeps me going is the need to sell virtual hats
The fact that I fear death more than everything
The thought of nonexistence is so terrifying that living the rest of my life alone in a room seems good in comparison
I still hope that they will achieve immortality in my lifetime, as improbable as it is
Oh, and also for seeing the end of a bunch of anime/manga like Berserk