Anyone else getting edgier and more violent as they get older? I'm almost 25, and far more cynical and dark than I was when I was 18. Not having a girlfriend has made me this way, and its only going to get as time goes on unless I can get a gf.
Embrace the darkness desu
Definitely, I think the social isolation's getting to me. When I was in high school I was far from a chad, but I had people I looked forward to talking to every day.
Now it's just my parents and the complete and utter fucking tools I go to grad school with. I feel so horribly isolated from them, I have nothing in common with them. I don't drink, I don't go to protests, I hate concerts and food hipsterism.
My idea of a good time is just going out to the lake to shoot the shit, going camping, killing vermin with pellet guns and shitposting on 4chan. All of the people I did that with have scattered across the country.
yes, i got pretty edgy thought but it's pretty normal i guess
Right here, family. The loneliness and isolation are making me legitimately hate the degeneracy, vapidity, shallowness, selfishness, and cunt-ish nature of normie society. I also hate the spoiled princess way women are treated in this country, and how they're basically whiny, stupid children with nothing to offer besides their disgusting, rotting cunts.
same to be quite honest senpai
im 24 and am probably more cynical then i have ever been. feels kinda bad because i know people just see me as some fucking edgelord walking meme or some shit. but i honestly don't understand how to look at the bright side or anything anymore. i guess i've always kinda been like that but it's gotten worse the last 4 years. i know i'll probably never have a GF again in my life and i honestly don't know where to find one. i'm sick of life and people so ive become a fucking NEET who sit's around watches anime and plays bad videogames all day
think about suicide often
sounds like your friends went on different paths.
i'm in the same spot as you, but switch grad school with high school. there are only a few people at school that i really enjoy spending time with. the rest are normies that try to act "different"
and yes, 85% of the girls at my school have dyed hair
I know how you feel. I'm the same way.
I'm 24 and I pick fights with just about anyone, at this point in my life I just don't care, society treated me like shit so now I'm gonna be an asshole all I want because being a general dick isn't illegal. People tend to avoid me because they think I might be the next shooter.
Come again? Brevik was 31 when he killed 77 people.
I'm actually a lot less cynical, but a loss less moral at the same time. I just accept that I'm going to do shitty things sometimes. I don't bother wondering whether I'm a good person or not. I don't hate society at all, either. People are just people. No point in shutting yourself off just for the sake of upholding generalizations.
I'm not legally allowed to own a gun but I lie saying I have them to keep the normies from fucking with me. I learned how to make pipe bombs, remote control bombs, mustard gas, and napalm cocktails. Also a car can be pretty deadly.
The only social interaction I get is negative interaction with coworkers and customers, I work graveyard shift so its still pretty lonely but whatever, I've grown to hate all human life.
He kinda reminds me of a younger David duchovny
I was a lot more hateful and bitter as a teen attending high school than I am now as a reclusive NEET who spends most of his time on 4chan. I'm more peaceful and empathetic than ever and I haven't had a friend since I finished school 3 years ago. 2D is the answer.
No I just got several pages I ripped off of links I found online. Shit like how to make ammonium nitrate into explosives, how to make napalm, how to construct bombs without killing myself, plus chlorine/mustard gas ect, its really easy btw I doubt I could get in trouble just for knowing how to make this shit, literally anyone can do it.
Somewhat but I attribute it to myself aging, and my ethics fully forming and solidifying as my brain finishes developing. I do plan to enforce my morality in the far future when I have the resources to accomplish such a thing but people will view that as 'edgy', regardless.
Much edgier in every way.
GF didnt help, I managed to get one and I ended up scaring her away with my edgy beliefs.. The sex was 10/10 though, totally worth getting a gf again but it hurts to lose one.
She reported me to the police, but no one has every come to my door. I live in Belgium.
Never have been. I was pissed off in high school because I was realizing how wrong my idealized view of women was by hearing their conversations and seeing the things they'd do. It made me sick. Then I got over it and focused on things that I like instead of obsessing over the fact that the world wasn't made specifically for me. I feel sorry for the incels on here who so desperately want to take part in something they're clearly not compatible with.
No. I think it's the opposite. When you're younger (18-24) you try to sound like you know a lot about politics, war, history, etc but in reality you don't know shit. I see kids all the time talking 'political' by saying edgy shit like "Russia is fighting ISIS". That's the opinion from someone that doesn't know how the world works. There's no morals in politics, every individual puts his own best interests before yours, and there's no such thing as happiness (The goal should be trying to avoid misery, not finding something that isn't there). Once you get in your mid-20s to retirement your life will just be robotics: go to work, deal with your wife, deal with your kids, and you have no room for all that irrelevant shit like global conflicts, expanding your mind, and all that crap "redditors" babble about all the time.
Just keep in mind that this place is monitored by NSA and other agencies. Even more after that /r9k/ shooter, whatever.
Tell us everything as long as you keep it legal, never post your plans here if you even feel like it and if you ever do it aim at Chad or the goverment.
Its called Hatred. Basically you just slaughter people and you do executions to bring your health back up. Fire and destruction is pretty good, shooting mechanics kind of suck. The only thing the game has going for it is edge.
Christ when did this board turn into /b/
You're just throwing an internal hissy fit because you don't have a gf, and are self-consciously styling your tantrum to be manly by expressing it through being a "violent" edgelord. Otherwise, it would seem pathetic (protip: it does to everyone else)
Just go jerk off like any other teenager
Embrace the dark lord.
Also props to the people who actually know who this is.
Hint: He's the supreme gentleman