>Literally the one time I had sex I contracted vaginal herpes
>now no man will touch me with a ten foot poll
I give up. I give fucking up.
My life's fucking useless, I'm a piece of shit used goods without a chance of finding a guy.
I just want to drink until I'm able to pull the trigger.
I would date someone with herpes
It's more the "had sex" part that's turning me off
No. Most of the time there is no visible effects.
It can occasionally cause tiny red bumps that hurt slightly.
The textbook idea of a a pussing cold sore in the vag literally never happens.
Sex is overrated. There are plenty of things you can value other than sex: just find something that's right for you. Also suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, so don't kill yourself due to a passing emotion. You're probably young so you have your whole life ahead of you. You may be unhappy now, but in 5, 10 or 20 years from now you'll have a completely different living situation, goals and ideals. If you give up on life now that would be like someone thinking the understand an entire book or movie after the first chapter or 10 minutes. Depression is temporary, find something to do to take your mind off of whatever is bothering you when you're depressed. When we're depressed we become our own worst enemy and we say things to ourself we wouldn't dream of saying to anyone else. At times like those designate those thoughts as junk thoughts like spam mail and do your best to discard them in similar fashion. Be thankful for all the things you do have and recognize that there are plenty of people in the world who can't even browse the internet, watch movies or even own a computer. I'm certain there's an afterlife and if you do kill yourself I'm sure it will be much worse as a result. When you're depressed don't put any credence into the determinations that you make, just think of those thoughts as passing clouds, and when they do pass you'll feel much better.
I got herpes the first time I got oral sex. I was still a virgin. It was in high school and the dude was my first boyfriend. It wasn't like he was some sort of player Chad, either. I was his first girlfriend and we were both weirdos. He happened to have oral herpes from sharing drinks.
He didn't even have a cold sore at the time. You can actually transfer herpes even when you don't actively have sores. It's called asymptomatic shedding.
I've slept with people since then, and most of them are accepting of it. I've had two people reject me, and that shit stings, but overall it's been okay. I've actually only ever had two outbreaks in the 8 years I've had herpes. And I've never given it to anyone else, which is nice.
There's a site for people with herpes called H-date or something. Go there and find a dude. Or post on Craigslist that you have it and what kind of guy you're looking for.
It will be very easy to find a guy who's also a plague bearer. Stop being sorry for yourself.
First time I had an outbreak it was really painful. The sores weren't huge and full of pus, they were small red bumps, but it hurt like hell.
Second outbreak I ever had, years later when I was going through a really stressful situation, was just a couple of small red bumps that sort of hurt for about 4 days. I just took some aspirin and it was fine.
Just a note about this. There are different strains of herpes, and if you sleep with a person who has herpes you can actually get "more herpes". So if your strain never acts up and you don't get outbreaks, and you sleep with a person with a different strain, you can contract it from them and end up having a ton of outbreaks.
Herpes is literally nothing.
The severity of thr disease is propagated by fundamental Christians trying to scare people away from sex.
With use of condoms you have a 3% chance of contracting it in a year of daily sex with a partner who has It.
That said im a Virign and this is /r9k/ so there's not gonna be a lot of sympathy
>finding a guy
shouldnt be a problem for a fucking roastie
>"lower your standards"
>"you faggots are disgusting and desperate"