1 month clean now and trying to rethink how it changed my life. I got nowhere with these thoughts so its quite simple - what would you suggest? Stay clean or get high again?
Stayed clean for 2 years. Best advice i can give u is make a calendar with special days. Like once every 2 months you will have your day when u can do anything u want to do. Sometimes u will even stay sober for that day coz u want.
these are exactly thouths i am having right now. I know its bad but at least i am not shooting needles.
I have no friends, even my family doesnt talk to me anymore. I feel just so empty :( all i want is some happiness in my life.
even weed game me shitty withdrawals after those yours - do you still think it is okay for me to take a hit?
PS: Getting really drunk atm and my weed dealer is living next doors :D