Why are you a loser? Be honest.

>>26103288
Because, anon, I am the loser.

Bipolar disorder. Psychotic disorders really fuck your shit up. Hopefully I'll commit suicide soon.

>be 28
>have erectile dysfunction
>it's all in my head, don't have any phyiscal impairments
>can't get one up with girls
>isolate myself in consequence because I feel miserable
>my life goes downhill it's absolute shit
>plan to suicide before 30

>>26103288
>Wasted my formative years smoking weed and waste my free time now getting drunk alone or shitposting on this site
>Spent too many years of my life as a NEET (although I was obsessive about fitness and health at the time and actually emerged from those two years or so looking better than I ever had
>Treated friends from the past poorly hence end up alone
>Narcissist
>Lazy
>Put things off
>Low self esteem and sense of self worth so I never put myself out there or speak up
>Desperate fear of failure

>>26103310
Can you get hard when you fap?

genetic predisposition, overprotective and under supportive parenting, and i was an ugly teenager.

>>26103323
Yes. I failed so many times in my late teens and early twenties that I just lost any hope and it crushed my self esteem into tiny pieces. Got it all checked, neither do I have hormonal imbalance nor any damage to my penis. I'm cursed or my mind is fucked. Maybe a bit of both.

I don't want to blame my parents because they're nice people and all but i feel like they never really taught me anything important.
I was basically raised by the internet in most ways.

>>26103310
>get viagra
>problem solved

alternative, hard difficulty:

>get a really cool girl that you feel super comfortable with
>talk about your fears with her beforehand
>problem will dissolve on its own

I feel ya bro, i was like that before. always got cockblocked when I had a new girl because I was so nervous. worst erection killers were condoms. thankfully I am easy going when it comes to talk about those things so I found out the easiest way is just talking with the girl before anything happens and mention how nervous you are.

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>>26103288
I think I was always just tagging along to my twin's friends
>from kindergarten until 5th grade
>live in the projects
>actual hang out with kids in neighborhood
>always be with my twin bro
>5th grade move out of projects
>never hang out with anyone outside of school ever again
I had friends in school but I never ever hung out with them outside of it, kinda just friends of proximity.
I never got my driver's license and never tried to go after any girls and weighed 100lbs in 3rd grade and only kept gaining weight since then (320~ lbs at 23 now)

>>26103354
I honestly think you should go to a prostitute. Go to a brothel and don't just go with the first girl who propositions you. Talk to them and go with one you like and feel comfortable with and that will willingly give you the GFE by default. When you're in the room, explain your problem to her and see what she can do. There won't be the pressure to perform like there would be with potential partners and she may make you comfortable enough to get hard.

Some people are born to failure, some have it thrust upon them, then others wallow in it by choice.

First and third apply to me.

shit tier genetics

>>26103431
this i think
>mom has 0 friends
>just sits inside all day watching netflix/hulu

>dad has old "friends" from when he used to do hard drugs and hang out at biker bars
>every time he hangs out with them he gets into an argument with them

it sucks how i'm only in existence now because my mom wanted to get knocked up with my dad cause she thought he made good money being a mailman

>>26103288

I'm a kissless virgin
I dropped out of college because of depression and psychosis
I'm a NEET
I abandon my friends because I think I'm not wanted

>>26103288
I have no redeeming features and a shitty personality. I also like being alone.

The only thing I do for myself is lift, so I can have a shitty personality with a decent physique.

>>26103381
>>26103396
I once went to a prostitute a few years back being on 50mg viagra, if I recall correctly. I told her I was a virgin (which was a lie, but I wanted her to take the lead). I couldn't get it up for a good 10 minutes while she was sucking on my limp dick. One of the worst and most embarrassing situations I've ever been in. Now I can laugh about it but back then it felt like I'm experiencing a bad trip. You know, all that made me lose hope. But before killing myself, I'll give it another few tries this year, if I manage to bait a girl in my bed. I want to at least give it another shot before calling it quits. Additionally, I heard porn can have pretty bad effects on your ability to get aroused. Being a heavy porn user for all my life, I stopped looking at porn last summer. So that might help as well.

Because it's cool and hip XD!!!

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>>26103288
I have shit genetics. I have bipolar disorder and a crippling non-verbal learning disorder.

I have been bullied and/or shunned by my pears since the 4th grade.

All my friends abandoned me in my time of greatest need because they saw me as a loser.

I hate passionately hate people now because of the top two reasons.

I am a NEET.

>>26103589
I passionately hate people now**

Silly me.

>>26103288
Im a lazy defeatist alcoholic

>>26103288
cowardice
I feel taking any sort of risk will eventually lead to my horrible and utterly pathetic demise

>>26103288
Because I'm a coward.
Not surprised this isn't original.

NEET for years, college dropout, tried to get into trades and failed

Failed in everything I've ever tried

So out there and abnormal from years of basement dwelling that it would be literally impossible to make new friends in reality

Have circulation problems and generally feel like shit all the time from sitting on the computer playing mmos 15 hours a day

Every day I say I'm gonna change my life but then I wake up and it stays the same

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>degenerate

I don't know.

>27 year old kv
>live with parents
>never worked
>no real hobbies
>failing all my classes
>lazy and dumb
>no self esteem or sense of self worth
>no life skills, I'd be lost on my own
>hardcore procastrinator
Think that's most of it. And it's mostly my fault. Can't blame it on anyone but myself.

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nearly 100% of all the money I've made from being 14-19 has gone towards virtual hats in DotA 2, the hat game gets shittier every year and I keep falling for valve's tricks.
I'm 4k though, which is higher than about 95% of everyone who's ever played dota, which is nice.

>>26103288
Disdain for most people (plebians I should say) I know

I'm a scary guy with a shit personality and to top it all off, I feel the need to push away anyone who tries to get close to me.

>>26103708
become a drug addict. it's a quick way to make friends as well as a pretty dramatic backstory to share later on with tragic hipster qts

bad luck

>>26103288
I'm very lazy

>>26103288
>Move to new city for new job opportunities

>Make decent money, live alone in a tiny tiny house saving money doing whatever I want 4 days a week

>Realize doing whatever I want means I drink heavily by myself from the moment I wake up until I pass out while masturbating and thinking about how I'll turn my life around next week

>Last time I made a new friend, like legitimate friend I may actually see one on one sometime I was in high school 8 years ago

>>26103288
I was bullied and turned to self destructive habits because I never had a friend and girls did not like me.

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>>26103288
>small dick
>exhibitionist tendencies but shy as fuck
>no self esteem
>crippling fear of death
>spent most of my youth as basement-dweller with little to no friends
>got a bad stomach-condition that makes me sick literally 24/7, can't even enjoy the most basic of activities for almost 3 years now
>gf always says how much she likes me but seems disgusted every time I try to engage sexy-time
>friends don't even listen to what I have to say and constantly talk over me
>first gf left me saying "lol, I already told you we were breaking up" without even hinting at it
>got groped as a kid
well yeah, that's basic stuff

>>26103288
>Society
>Women are whores
>Anxiety caused by women and society
>Being haunted by a ghost

>>26105290
At least you can point your finger at someone else for your self destruction

My self destruction isn't even suicide. It is a man slowly destroying himself through self loathing for no fucking legitimate purpose. It is the most painful version of suicide, the one where you don't actually cut your life short but let it continue to limp on while you create your own hurdles and hate yourself the whole way. It is a suicide by destroying yourself as a fucking person, I am killing the thing in my brain not the biological entity.

>>26103310
Maybe you're gay

original

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I had a rough childhood in a house in the middle of nowhere, so I did little socializing and developed some neuroses. I think that's about it.

>>26105255
are you me? I have a good job that affords me lots of free time and I just waste it either stoned or drunk

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>>26103288
>implying

https://youtu.be/Ktz7vc70hZ8?t=99

My mom would never let me to go out when I was a teen. I had friends, but they never got close to me. They even started to make fun of me later. Thanks mom.

>>26105398
I hadn't smoked in years but I got hooked up with a quarter through a girl I fucked from tinder and smoking that ruined me

I can't smoke anymore because being that introspective while hating myself this much absolutely ruined me.

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>>26103288
I was always prone to escapism but in second grade i got computer and everything fell in to abyss from then. I spent every free minute playing vidya and gradually replaced friends with games. I wasnt complete shut-in and was able to connect with younger (2 - 3 years younger people than me) but it was impossible to do the same with older ones. I was awkward with young ones and clueless with older kids.

Raised by a single mom and bullied my entire life so I'm a submissive feminine shut-in who's never not anxious and afraid of the world outside my room.

>>26103288
Because of the Jews and the blacks ruining everything..

But I'm not a loser. I'm a god damned legend

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Because I'm mtf in a country that condemns anything of the sort so I can never get really close with people in real life and I have no actual work experience aside from a portfolio of webdev work I've done, so moving to a better country like the US as a 21 year old from South America with no university degree and no actual job experience is basically impossible.

Just fuck my shit up, senpai.

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>>26105677
wishful thinking

>>26105655
I did the same. Every single hobby I have had or enjoyed has been some form of hiding from reality

I got a computer to play half life and age of empires and blah as a boy

I expanded on that to run in forests or the side of the road on scarcely traveled roads just listening to music, playing guitar and never in the company of anyone ever because it would probably cause a panic attack, choosing to work a job where I am completely alone

why. why all of this

>>26105712
You could've been one man band. I've always dreamed being an artist or painter. You can be alone from anyone and just work for yourself.

bad parenting

>>26105772
I absolutely could not be a one man band. First of all I am not great and don't write a lot of my own stuff. Second when is the last time a guy and a guitar has done anything solo. Third I can't even play guitar in front of my friends. I literally hide my guitar in my basement so people don't even know. My best friends don't even think I have played an instrument

An artist or painter or writer is definitely a romanticized idea of mine but I realize it is the exact opposite of hiding myself from the world, it is expressing the core of it but through a different medium. Also I suck at all of it

>>26103288
I blame most of my insecurities on my childhood. I had the most uncomfortable relationship with my sister growing up. She used me as practice when she was going through puberty, either by playing with me, trying to ride me and showing me pornographic videos around the age of 7 or 8. But most of the time she would call me a faggot, worthless, beat me up, throw me outside during Winter and lock me out of the house.

I also hung onto my high school past like it was the greatest thing ever until I was 22. I just wished that things could go back to those years and used it as escapism. I dropped out of community college because I was scared, nervous and felt like I didn't deserve it.

There's a lot more to it, but that's the jist of things. I'm currently 24 years old living at home, not gaining any neetbux either and I'm leeching off of my single mother. I'm a real piece of shit, but I wasn't always like this - I had a job until I got fired and now I sit all day in my room on the internet for 14 hours a day. My life is wake up, internet, video games, shower, sleep, repeat.

>drinking problem
>too scared to date anyone despite offers
>depression, anxiety

>>26103288
The older I get the more I want to push people away. Even people who have always been there for me. I drink all the time as well. I have a hard time getting over past events while everyone else seems to be able to disregard them instantly, but I know they don't, they just deal with it better than I do.
Never had to really try for anything because of mommy and daddy's money. Never formed a real relationship with a girl in my life. 26 year old virgin. Have a degree, will pursue it if I have to. Have a job, like it, pays low, don't care. Live with parents preparing to move out if I achieve this potential prospect in another state.
>>26103292
Randy, I am the liquor.

>>26106217
Oh and if you didn't get the atmosphere of it, this is all the stuff I really don't want to do, but it's most of everything I do.
I want everyone to be happy, but I feel like most of my life the message I personally get is shut up and know your place.

>>26103288
Unresolved childhood issues
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