>>26066504 Somebody is saving me right now, it's really bizarre.
I made a really casual acquaintance with a girl, and now it's progressed to the point where we talk all the time. She has really similar issues to me, self-esteem and alienation, and she's really understanding and helps me cope with my anxieties and depression. On top of that we have a shitload in common and can laugh for hours about stupid stuff. She never goes "haha aww" whenever I spaghetti, and she keeps telling me everything's going to be ok.
I've admitted to her stuff like that I'm afraid I'll be in even worse shape when she leaves, that I feel like I'm not good enough for her, all that. And she just tells me she thinks I should take that risk and trust her, and that she'd never try to hurt me. Sometimes she's really assertive and tries to shake some sense into me and get me out of a rut. I feel like it's all just a dream that I'll wake up any moment. It feels more like she's helping me save myself, rather than doing it for me
>>26068013 Having been both Misaki and Satou, this anon is right. If you wait around to get saved, the person who ends up trying to do it will have their own purposes in mind. And then your life won't be about anything but their purposes.
>>26070668 I don't know if you're telling the truth about your situation, i don't really have any reason to distrust you anyway. So tell me, how does it feel like to have someone there for you? Also how can you be really sure it isn't all a big ruse and she's just teasing with you?, waiting for the right moment to fuck you up.
>>26071054 It is very strange having someone care about you, after being alone for so long. When I interact with her I feel like I dig up the old, more youthful optimistic self I'd buried so long ago. I look back on the times I spent sitting along in my room thinking about suicide and it just like a different person.
I do understand you skepticism. It does feel like this just fell out of the sky into my lap, and I was extremely skeptical too. Trusting people can potentially put you in extreme pain, but sometimes you just have to. I feel I had an easier time trusting her because she opened up to me about the things that fucked her up, that a lot of people wouldn't like to hear. I've given her the oppurtunity to hurt me, but she's also given me the oppurtunity to hurt her, so I think it balances out. She's not a super social outgoing person, in fact when I feel comfortable around her she tends to be more of a listener. The way she talks to me, she seems to know how a lot of men feel inadequate and afraid of trusting women. But she's no angel, and she can be pretty gruff sometimes.
And to reiterate, she does make me work to improve myself. She gets me in social situations a lot and is kind of like my safety net so I won't feel so alone if someone rejects me.
>>26071678 Thanks anon. I should say that it's not like I did nothing to find her; the most difficult thing I did was put my trust in someone, and that I tried to care for her as she took the initiative to care for me.
There are really good people in the world, not perfect angels but people who understand each others' suffering. You have to have faith that they're out there, and that they're not all just sadistic and waiting to fuck you over. It seems bleak now, and while that pessimism has rational basis it can be overblown and prevent you from getting happiness for yourself, alone or with other people
probably the most annoying character in the anime. i don't think she ever wanted to commit suicide, she was just begging fer attention. Satou should have never listened to her, shes poison. I mean, gawd, did you hear what the f she was saying when Satou wanted to jump off a cliff?
I'm turning 30 in May, there really is no hope and you should kill yourselves now. The feels just get worse and worse, every day I wake up wishing I never did, everything just seems so pointless and stupid. Don't become me.
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