Who /don'tknowwhattheywanttodoinlife/ here?
I'm 24 and in community college and I feel like my life is passing me by. I've been here for almost 4 years trying to figure it out.
Right now I'm in 2 EET courses but there's so much shit I don't understand that everyone else seems to, making me feel retarded. I just feel so fucking helpless.
Pic unrelated. It's my Beagle.
At least I can write though, half decently even. I suppose that's something to cling to. I can be one of those faggoty self destructive artists. Maybe that's an identity to hold onto.
Do you feel guilt? Do your parents pressure you?
I'm not judging you, I just feel myself slowly drifting into your position but I'm years younger and my parents are starting to worry visibly. Do yours just not give a shit?
my dad is dead, mum an alcoholic. I moved out when I was 18 and living on my own ever since with welfare money
I feel like a failure but not really guilty. just lucky that welfare exists
Nice dog, OP.
I was in the same boat for the past few years, but now I've begun looking for jobs and about to finish college, I've got a clearer picture of what I want to do. Not that I wanted to go to college at first, but after a few years my feelings about it have changed.