>>26047689 >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JG5T251zXqo >I'm just sitting here after a long days work, trying to calm myself down from the adderall with wine. its not working. feel pretty anxious, trying not to think about interviews coming up. Feel like im lost in the sauce >playing online poker, trying to force myself not to look at porn and organize it for hours because fucking adderall so I am browsing endlessly and playing pot limit omaha break-even >I am happy with my major, I live with gf but we are only somewhat happy with each other, but we are madly in love, so I guess I have no choice, feels like im watching a movie when I look at my life, and I have a tendency to get real fucking bored after awhile so I take any fcuking drugs that are put in front of me impulsively....guess I get good grades and my family is far above average. so Im 'happy' or thankful at the least
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y14495PLiZs >Feeling really tired with a generous helping of melancholy >Tried to play a game 10 minutes ago but gave up, now just shitting up 4chan like usual >I think my life is okay, but definitely not what I wish it was.
>jacco Gardner - cabinet of curiosities >mostly empty but also sad like I don't belong anywhere not even in my own home >laying in bed messing around on my phone because I feel tired 24/7 >I don't even know what I should be doing it feels like no matter what progress I make I'm still the same
>>26047689 >>post what you are listening to if anything just Pandora. last song was A Brain in a Bottle by Thom Yorke. now it's playing Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometimes by Beck. >>post what you are feeling empty. lonely. my mouth is dry as fuck but it's just a symptom of my meds, water does nothing. >>post what you are doing shitposting and laying in bed. >>are you happy with the direction of your life right now I'm homeless and basically friendless and I've just gotten a dead-end fast food job working among retards.
it can't get much worse, so I'll assume I'm on the up-and-up and it's going to get better.
A few years back I ran into a girl I used to know pretty well. We chatted and said that we'd like to see each other again sometime. Didn't get her number, and she doesn't have any social media. Even after a few years I still think about her more often than I should.
>>26047689 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48LLdLbAiQg >regret and shame >sitting alone in the dark of my room > I've got my life in the right direction, but I've sacrificed so much I'm not sure if it was worth it
>>26047689 >>post what you are listening to if anything https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7c0__RenjD0 >>post what you are feeling Lonely as hell but there's nothing new about that. >>post what you are doing Browsing 4chan and listening to music, nothing special. >>are you happy with the direction of your life No, but at the same time I can't really see myself doing anything better with my life. I don't think there is a way to "improve" my life so I just try to enjoy what I can until the ride is over.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QghwNqlCRE >feeling pretty tired overall, just got done with work. >shitposting and eating sour patch kids >I've improved a lot over the past years, I'd like to learn more skills such as the ability to play an instrument, also I need to get more fit. I'm not sure education or career wise though, that's really the most upsetting thing at the back of my mind. I've just been trying to save money up for a cheap car
>>26047689 >nothing at the moment, coincidentally was listening to OP's pic while walking home earlier though >lethargy >procrastinating on my uni work >I'm not particulalry happy doing what I have to do to progress my life in what society deems to be a positive path (studying, interning, 'networking,' etc.), which makes me doubt whether I'll be happy with the end result
>>26047689 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxkezvGwI20 >post what you are feeling Pain and desperation >post what you are doing Reading imageboards >are you happy with the direction of your life No and have no control over it.
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