Hey guys. Is there any real point in living? I'm so tired of my shitty lifestyle that consists of doing nothing but playing videogames, going online, and masturbating all day. What can I do to fix my life? Or is there no point in even trying since it's already fucked? I'm 18 and have been a NEET for almost a year now since I graduated, and I haven't done any single thing worthwhile.
Okay guys go enjoy your fembot threads or whatever you enjoy posting in instead. I just wanted someone to talk to me but I guess it's fine in no one does.
19 and haven't done anything worthwhile in my life. No idea how to fix it either and thinking about suicide daily
Havent done a thing besides watch anime, jack off, and play videogames in 3+ years (hs dropout)
Honestly, make a couple online friends. They don't have to be real close or anything, maybe a couple friends you play games with every now and then, and start getting to know em. I'd probably have shot up a school by now if I didn't have any of my internet friends, so just try to find people that have shit in common with you
Youre still good familio
I'm 22 and have done the same thing except I dropped out of HS. Now Im fucked but HEY life is fucking trash anyway.
The anti depressants do nothing but mask the fact that life is shit and trying to help the rest of our species wields horrible results.
Good luck looking for reasons to hold onto life. Wait until family members start dying off that'll be the day you snap for good.
I was the loner asian kid in highschool, played games all day and eventually dropped out.
After I turned 19 my mom told me to go to college or gtfo, so I did. I went to a big state school on a ged.
I turned my autism from quiet mode into super outgoing mode, which is pretty much false confidence.
I would just splerg about the dumbest shit possible, a lot of people were taken back about it, but a few actually enjoyed my company so I made friends.
Learned out to actually study, started working out and now I have a gf and 4 people I would consider really close friends
I'm drunk but heres my two cents
If you're not happy doing what you're doing then change something. I don't care what. I still live with my parents and I'm 20 and I bet you live with your parents too OP.
When I was 15 I dropped out of school and never finished highschool. Id probably be dead right now from suicide but I met this girl in 2012 and she was great and all but we got too close and a couple months ago we tried dating and after two months it didnt work out.
So now I'm alone again and you know what I'm doing? Other than drinking alone I asked my parents to put me into highschool upgrading classes at my local college. It's like $300 and my mom insists on paying so I don't even care. My point is that after that girl and I broke up I kind of lost interest in everything. But I'm in a class with people my age in my posistion (highschool dropouts) and at least it's something besides fucking jacking your pathecic cock and playing stupid video games all day.
My point is that this point in life is really fucked up and go do something because if you dont do it now the rest of your life probably will suck too. I know what depression is like I've had it for 5 years now and I've fucked myself over so many times because of it but I'm realizing I really can't go on without another person in my life and I'm desperate.
Or if you want you can go all Nihilistic and say that when you die your memories and reality itself disappears but you know what it's about the journey not about the destination so why not make the journey at least a little bit fun even if you won't remember it.
If depression makes you not want to do anything then you're basically fucked but you'll realize one day either just kill yourself and get it the fuck over with or quit whining and change something
tldr. you're 18 you're too young to have fucked your life over already my dad was a neet at 23 and he met my mom and now he's okayish, it's never too late. Also depression.
Discipline and knowledge can change any robot's life.
People need experience to change, knowledge/wisdom to develop.
If you don't like your current state and find it meaningless then the worst thing you could do is stay still.
I think robots (this is projection) don't like the spot they're in, but the fear of failure and rejection keeps them in place which leads them to make the same mistake day after day, and regret not doing anything with themselves.
And meaning in life? I don't personally see a true meaning, but I do appreciate the fact we can experience and know so much. There's far too much life out there for anyone to experience in one life time. I've learned to appreciate both the positive and negative things as you don't know the good without the bad, and vice versa.
tl;dr: Just live, it's not like there's anything else to do.
Stop watching porn and minimise masturbating. You'll be amazed how much energy you'll gain and hour much motivation you'll feel. Next step is to set yourself a goal to pursue. It can be hard, especially in such a young age. To do it is is vital to know your true strengths and weaknesses. It will come with life experience, so you should go out there and experience life. Traveling is the most proven thing to do, but it requires at least some money, so if you're poor you should go and get a job. If you know any foreign language - teach it for money. Can you fix shit, build a PC - do it for money. However if you feel helpless, go and work at McDonalds, which is worse because working on your own really gives you experience in time management and people skills. The point is to discover who you can be, what is the ideal version of you as opposed to what you've been dreaming to be. It makes choosing your life's goal easier and once you have it, there is nothing to stop you unless you're mistaken about your abilities or dumb as fuck, but you don't strike me as such, anon. What improves you: traveling, reading (not harry potter shit, the good books), thinking, meditation/prayer. What makes you worse: excessive masturbation, porn, shitposting.
>what about gf
Smart girls (and that's the only kind you should be going after) can appreciate driven men, the ones with passion. This is sheer luck we're talking about but you just might find someone special who will share your interests.
Source: life experience of a 26 yo once loser.
Fuck traveling. I went to an asian country and lived with my friend, and for 6 months I was waking up at 6am and going to bed at 9pm and biking everywhere and (illegally) working every day... I got to experience so many new things. Now my life feels so bland and I miss actually doing something and having that feeling of discovery. I'm more depressed now than I was before I went there, because I miss being there so much