Too many fucking feelings.
I miss my qt3.14 semi-autistic black midget i could put my peepee inside of and let her sit on my face
>not being angry
>not being pained
>not being fruitfully lustful
>not being worried
>not being anxious
Sure I could mean being a child.
But i'm sure going back even farther, going back into oblivion would suit me even better.