I'm giving up on women. Not because I believe their bitches and whores and all that gay shit, but because I just don't feel love anymore. My mind and body are fucking me to a poiny where I feel like I'm going insane and just want to die but I'm not suicidal. I'm
just trying to fuck myself up
until eventually I start dyinh or some shit or kill myself slowly.
The girl I talk to just posted some picture about how she loves her boyfriend and don't trust her and believe she's not over her ex so I'm just going to stop talking to her. Shit sucks man.
Hows life treating you all
you reminded me that a new gorillaz album is on the way, so pretty good. other than that I've slowly been retreating from society which is comfy.
It has a lot more instrumentals than the other albums. In general it was probably worse than plastic beach, but the standing of the album as a whole depends on what you think of plastic beach. It has one of my favorite gorillaz songs though.
I used to know that feel OP but I've finally broken through that nihilist wall where I care so little about everything that I'm not even unhappy anymore
Only things that bother me are things like being really cold or in extreme physical pain. Otherwise I'm pretty good to go.
Gonna an hero as soon as I can in any case but I gotta wait on it
Can't be in a relationship because I'd have trouble taking it seriously desu, but I hate it when people don't take relationships seriously, so I'm stuck.
Man I'd say plastic beach was my favourite Gorillaz album, nearly everything song on there is perfect. I'll probably buy the fall eventually, though more important things need my cash atm.
The Fall was a pretty good album imo, at this point you might as well torrent it.
Demon Days was obviously the height of the gorillaz but I'm looking forward to the new album.
I'm not even gay but daley is dreamy asf
>I'm not even gay but daley is dreamy asf
daley was my guilty pleasure for a time. I'm pretty much bi at this point, but at my late teens when plastic beach came out I was confused as hell.
I gave up on men years ago. It gets better after a while, but only if you truly give up. Not life in general, but the loneliness does. You will stop feeling disappointed when you have zero expectations or hope.
I think I was at the time too. I've never been successful with women, and High School was definitely a huge low point in that area of my life. I often wondered if there was something significantly wrong with me and there was a girl who tried to convince me that it was because I was secretly gay, she fucked with my head pretty hard.
Nowadays I'm 100% sure I like girls but whenever I see a man who I think look goods I try to see how I can format myself to match his style/looks.
I don't think that makes me gay does it?
you're probably just bicurious after dwelling on it for so long. I'd say try some stuff out with a guy but I'm a virgin with little experience myself so I really can't give any real advice.
>tfw you've realised women have no actual will of their own and therefore aren't worth investing emotionally in