It makes me nostalgically desire something I've never had.
The bouts of intense feels when seeing couples has long passed, only acceptance, loneliness and death feels now.
There's no use to be bitter over the expected life experiences which other people are having. It is so very sad that most of us will never experience it. I don't think people can even understand the distress of never being intimate with someone in your life. That you are rejected as a whole for simply existing.
We aren't owed anything by anyone, we aren't entitled to get a partner, for someone to cuddle with us. But it is the natural progression of character and social development, and this is why it seems so natural to so many people while we're left behind just standing and waiting, not knowing what to do and being afraid to move. It's painful here, not because of the image, but because we've missed out on being 'complete', being rounded off as individuals. It's like we're the lepers of society.
>>25975947 >you will never marry someone in your 20s and spend your life with them without constantly fearing that one day she will cheat on you or divorce you because her friends convinced her you are "boring" This was considered completely normal at one point.
>>25975853 No fuck you. In this game we robots are dealt the only winning move is not to play. My hatred goes towards all of those people that tried to make me a loser in their fixed game of lies. I am not a loser because i knew went to fold, but im still angry at those fuckers who to this day still try to fool me by rubbing their spoils on my face.
>>25976049 The introverted life leads to only worse feels. Even if there was a person for each robot the two would never meet.
When you're alone and learn to be alone you kind of stop functioning socially. things lose their value, you focus on yourself or the things around you. It's self destructive in the long run because you're willingly shutting yourself off from potential, from opportunities, from rejection.
There's no solace in your notion unless the person tries to find them.
I find all these stories of how robots came to be absolutely tragic, it really pains me that we're all suffering.
>>25976148 Well i am OP, and two years ago i met a loner girl who was like me, we met on World of Warcraft, we played together and we giggled, we had fun and stuff, we opened to each other and we were literally made to stay together. We shared the same interests and views of the world, we shared literally everything, and after years we learned to trust each other, after a lifetime of despair. I still remember the day i saw her at the airport, waiting for me. We were both in tears of joy, as we hugged in a rush. It was the best moment of my life. We are getting married very soon. But i can feel it. I can feel your pain, your agony, for i was one of you once. I can still feel it, in my dreams, when i take shower, when i eat. To remember that my brethren are suffering like disemboweled pigs, when i live a dream life. I call it the robot curse. I may not be one of you guys anymore, but my soul still lies with you.
>>25975533 I miss him because he's working night shift. I'll have to go to bed alone with no cuddles and won't see him until he comes home in the morning. He isn't here to feel how silky my just-shaven legs are.
>>25976278 The guy you're responding to here. Not posting a drawing since it's personal.
I've had a similar experience, met her here though. Same motions as you, learned to trust each other, be completely comfortable, we were a perfect match and both damaged in our ways. She stopped loving me as I was booking the tickets to see her, then lost her virginity a few days after she broke it off. Images like the OP make me frustrated sometimes, not because of what could have been, but because after being that close to someone and let down in the way I worst feared I shut myself off and can't regain the romantic thoughts I once had. I know I'm missing out on so much because of this little step in my life, but it coming so late in my development left a bigger impact that it should have. I'm genuinely happy for you, anon.
And on the sympathizing part I do believe the people who were in our place at one stage can relate. I was talking about the people who had these things naturally flow into their life through their character and efforts.
>>25975533 for the first millisecond I feel envy, then immediately rage. Hormones fuck with my built up tolerance to wishful thinking. I KNOW this will never be me, I KNOW that a relationship in the long run would not improve my life, but few people can overcome primal instincts. I feel like shit
>>25976148 >When you're alone and learn to be alone you kind of stop functioning socially. things lose their value, you focus on yourself or the things around you. It's self destructive in the long run because you're willingly shutting yourself off from potential, from opportunities, from rejection. You are absolutely right. Loneliness causes psychosis.
>>25976475 I understand she wasn't the one. I fell out of love when she broke it off. She changed and hurt me in the ways I told her would most damage me.
I'm not sad over not having her any more, or of not ever at least hugging her. Well, I'm not sad about it most of the times, the feels do creep in when I reflect on my loneliness.
It's the usual story and fear of being so intimate and being rejected so harshly. At that time I truly believed she was the one, probably how you felt with your girl in the early stages. When you have that feeling and it's taken away then destroyed by the only person you truly loved, trusted, invested in so much, though was perfect for you, it hurts the character to a large extent. I'll point back at the notion that I came late into these experiences, so the years of loneliness and absolute misery only built on the feelings of attachment, love, trust and so on.
You start thinking "If your perfect partner could do this to you, then you are doomed to repeat the same mistake".
One can never capture the feeling of that first love and infatuation again.
Despite it all I'm glad it happened. She taught me not to depend on people and how to be stoic. Good things have come out of it.
>>25976416 >but because after being that close to someone and let down in the way I worst feared I shut myself off and can't regain the romantic thoughts I once had. Same here, I can hardly connect emotionally to anyone anymore.
I tend to stay away from women online though, as I've had some pretty sad experiences. >Get to know girl online >Click really well together >Talk all the time >Feels really good to actually have someone who wants to talk to you >She asks for a pic after a while >Send her the best one you got >tfw she immediately loses all interest It's incredible how you can lose a friend in an instant just like that.
>>25978021 That really sucks man, I know just how devastating it can be.
I think not replying at all is the best thing though. Usually they just stop putting effort into the conversation and you can really feel how she's slipping away, making you grasp desperately not to lose her.
>>25975533 I used to feel jealousy and despair at the sight of other couples. I always thought that finding a partner was a natural progression in the maturity of a person, it is something that most people accomplish in their lives, and they grow from it.
However, there is also another tiny group of people that can't seem to find any partner regardless of where they lie on the totem pole, and thus they are never able to learn from being in relationships that are integral to their mental health. Instead, this group of young men shuts themselves off from society, as it has done nothing but spit on them time and time again for desiring what 90% of people have been able to acquire sometime in their lives.
They are cursed. Something about them does not sit well with other people, and it is because they sense that robots are just different from themselves. They never had the opportunity to grow from relationships, so to normies, robots are literally not humans. How else can you explain the horrible discrimination and treatment of virgin, incel men in society? Robots are collectively shunned and shat on, and it is because they are nothing but domesticated animals to society.
In the end most robots will learn to get over the part of themselves that vie for affection and love, and internalize a wide range of negative emotions whilst they shut themselves off from the world, leading to a host of mental issues.
Some robots will still feel something, like jealousy, or hatred when looking at such a picture, but those feelings are important because it means they still hope for such a thing to happen to them, and thus they retain some of their humanity.
Other robots will feel nothing, because they have nothing. They are nothing, and they've felt nothing but negative emotions for so long, that they forget their humanity, and instead have a gaping hole in their soul.
There is nothing left for them anymore.There is nothing left for me anymore.
>>25979164 >Deep down, we both know why it happened. I'm ugly. No, it's because women are the way they are. They are dreamers, it's really their own fault that they inevitably start imagining that you might be their prince Charming.
I sit alone at night and fantasize about not big-breasted women or various other modems, but about love. I've lost all of my other fetishes over the years and now only one remains, the want to be loved.
All I want is to lay besides a women with us both being bare and just press our bodies against each other. No sex, just love. I want to feel her heartbeat, to feel the way her body curves and moves, to lace my fingers through the notches in her spine.
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