>biweekly figure delivery arrives
>don't even get that special feeling anymore
>don't even unpack the figures
I think I lost the only thing which gave me a feeling of short happyness
Chinese cartoon plastic statues can't fill the hole in your heart, anon. It was a necessary and useful phase of your life, it once provided you with some joy, and now you grew out of it. Don't regret it, because ou once needed it. Now you will close this chapter and move on naturally to other things. It's ok anon.
I know that feeling, anime and books don't interest me anymore, but sometimes I still find an amazing watch/read
But I don't know what could give me joy instead, even stuff like assembling and painting garage kits was extremely fun, people usually think it is a chore and commission them instead, but I just loved to see how the figure gets more "complete" with every new painting session. But now I can't even unwrap it anymore. And nothing else is fun for me, it was the only joy I had in my life
Should maybe switch it to a monthly delivery? I always hated to wait that long, but maybe I should actually try it
How is my collection? Doing well I guess, I still have some "holy grails", which are extremely rarely sold on yahoo auction, but I got a few ones already.
Drugs, anon. Or social activities.
I am too autistic to know where to buy some
I thought about going to concerts, but I just can't, I always get extremely anxious and don't go. Social activities just seem too much for me
I usually bought figures of which I really liked the design and painting garage kits in alternative colors was always really cool, it just feels somewhat unique