>Dad's first wife died within 2 years of his marriage
>His brother just recently attempted suicide
>Both of his parents are dead
This is the hard part about killing myself. I've never seen my father cry, but I sure as Hell don't want him to cry because of me. I want him to see how happy I'd be, but I can't stop thinking about how devastated he'd be.
Don't kill yourself you stupid faggot. What kind of question even is this? Why would you ask it on a website full of cartoon frogs? Go talk to your dad and have a real human conversation about your problems.
Or, keep hunching in the corner of your dark bedroom and splatter your weak brain all over a wall. Your choice, its always your choice.
>worrying about how others will feel keeps you from killing yourself
yeah, you're not ready for suicide yet then, clearly.
I have the same kind of dad, his dad only brother killed themselves, that's why I have a three year plan for ethical suicide.
Slowly detach yourself, get a shitty wage far off, pay off your debts, and when nobody really hears from you or thinks of you, wander into the forest and use a biodegradable suicide method (many nooses, poisons, falling)
Dude don't do it. Man up, carry the misery upon yourself instead of passing it on to your dad. Youre a fucking coward for just thinking about suicide. A) you can do the best you can B) you can fuck up others lives and end the unique experience of life that was given to you by your parents. Only work can help with depression so work and work hard and work for yourself or your family.
It takes work and compromise to do what you want to do and hurt people as little as possible.
You may have your peace, and the sloping nature of your departure will make it very easy to adjust to for your family.
It will be an unbearably lonely expanse of time, but you can make it happen.
Just go look at some cute catgifs and webms
Kek, stop saying shit like you want to kill yourself then you doofus.
Clearly you don't want your father to be depressed, and even if you are a fucking total loser you can still make him happy by reminding him that he's not totally alone in this world (and that you aren't either)
>actually falling for the "but muh parents" meme
If anyone actually wanted to kill themselves, they'd fucking do it with no hesitation or qualms, not this beating around the bush shit. Don't try to justify your unwillingness by saying "muh parents"
If you really wanted to kill yourself, you would have already done so, once you're dead you don't have a chance to go back and fix things.
Unless this is a bait thread in which case fuck you
I have a friend who killed herself.
She managed to keep herself around for a few years of really wanting to die because she didn't want to do it to her mom.
She must be a pile of ashes for kicks and attention.
I had a friend of mine recently commit suicide, trust me man, it hurts a lot of people around you , and shows how many people really love you.
Honestly best thing you can do is seek help, end of the day, its better than taking the most drastic measure you can possibly do. I cant offer much advice or support other than hope you feel better some day soon anon, and best wishes with your dad. How did his wife die btw? Car crash?
I'm sure she's left some people in mourning due to her selfish actions. But she's not feeling anything now that she's dead. If she really wanted to die, she would've done it without any hesitation whatsoever. Suicide is the biggest decision you can make, if you're going to do it then make sure you've done all you wanted to. If you're worried about making a family member or any other loved one grief because of your loss then you shouldn't go through with it unless you're absolutely sure it's what you want.
Even if OP isn't brave enough to seek help, he could try just talking to his dad. Even just having someone to talk to can make or break someone's psyche.
He's probably feeling very alone in the world, or scared even. Talk to him, reach out and let him know that his son is still with him.
Cause you'll be dead. Be fond all you want but once you get past that point of no return you don't get to feel anything.
Most people who don't have suicidal urges assume it's like an irrational and constant thing.
It seems to irrational that they can't imagine someone being rational about it, having considerations for others, not wanting to experience extreme pain during their suicide, etc.
>tfw passively suicidal
If I didn't love my parents a lot and have a good chance at making something of myself, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I just want to die, and I know how edgelord that sounds. I'm just fed up with never having friends, being lied to by women and men and everybody, always getting shafted by anybody who wasn't related to me by blood. But I'm enrolled in school this fall and now that I'm off drugs I have a chance to fix my academics, so this is it. I better do something before my parents die or I know one night I'm just gonna get super fucked up, shitpost on here and hang myself in bliss. Life is weird.
Suicide general? Suicide general
>bipolar father killed himself when he was ~27
>brother and sister were 7 and 9
>stepfather ensues, we're ok for a while
>genetics hit me with the force of a thousand suns
>put into hospital a bunch of times
>brother ends up crying over it (literally it's the first time anyone saw him cry since he was a kid I think)
>he gets injured later, some PTSD stuff in military
>living with him and his family for a while
>he takes muscle relaxants, opiates, and drinks heavily
>is incoherent one night, have to take the medicine out of his hands
>have to get his wife to take him upstairs
>he could have died that night and left his wife and son alone
>step-uncle's fiance dies of leukemia
>step-uncle takes her pills and suicides within like two days
>they're survived by two daughters, and his 80-fucking-5 year old mother
>professor friend from CC, blind in his 20s, diabetic type 1
>he had a leg amputated last September
>then got a bunch of infections and shit
>might have a month or two
Just heard about that one yesterday. Life sucks, then you die.
That was probably a "fembot" since everything they do is for attention they project themselves onto others and assume everything must be for attention like it is for them. Truly a disgusting creature.