I cannot do this anymore fellow robots. My life is in complete turmoil and has been since I was a child. Raised without father because he was an alcoholic, raised by a single mom with BPD, no real true friends, the only person who I cared about died a week ago from a drug overdose, the only food I can get now is from churches because I can't find a fucking job even with welding/forklift skills.
I am decently attractive according to people but I am completely invisible to women who want Chad with a 7 figure bank account, mercedes-benz, 1 million dollar home, and will treat them like shit.
I am going to the cliffs right next to the ocean so I fall straight in after I shoot myself. At least I can die with dignity when I wash up. Good-bye fellow robots and to this fucked up matrix.
goodbye anon, i hope you have a well-deserved rest
god knows we all need it
If you wish to do so, it is your choice. But, I must make an appeal to you, and ask that you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. In Him one finds forgiveness of sins and, ultimately, redemption.
Whatever happens, I pray that God will bless you.
you did it, Anon! you did what we could not
have you considered it?
i don't condone it FBI
>shooting yourself off a cliff
At least it made me laugh
If you aren't aiming for 77+ then this thred is just a waste of our time. Go above and beyond
Please look for some more options to fix your life, there must be something you haven't tried yet, or at least try your best and make your last day on earth the most enjoyable day in your life.
OP have you checked the dumpsters? It's amazing what some people throw away. Just this week found a full package of spicy spring mix lettuce. Ate the whole pack to myself. Delicious! Haven't you noticed that things seem a bit, different lately? Don't you remember. There is no matrix. You made it out. We came back for you. This is your world now. Do as you wish you have already won
Nah but if you remove yourself from your familiar environment and isolate yourself from your existing social group your ego (and all the pathologies that go along with it) tends to dissolve over time. You know how they say "you're the average of the 5 people you interact with most"? The inverse is that if you interact with no one your sense of self kind of dissipates into an amorphous "default", which you can then take as a starting point to reconstruct a healthier sense of self that doesn't make you miserable. You still need to put in the mental effort to reject your negative self-imagery and replace it with positive self-imagery - and then reinforce that by building positive habits that complement that image - but in contrast to how hopeless that feels when your negative self-image is constantly being reinforced by the familiar environment, it's very much doable when you relocate to an environment without reinforcers of your old self.
It takes a while though. When I say vacation, I mean "rent a cabin in the woods for a year".
>I am going to the cliffs right next to the ocean so I fall straight in after I shoot myself.
Brother, that's a house pets' death. Going out of your way to not disturb anyone.
Know that we will respect you if you decide to take your angst out on the world and drag others down with you.
Hey buddy, you don't need to kill yourself. It's almost time for the next big war. Don't tell me you want to miss that shit by dying prematurely.
The grand master looks down on you with disappointment...