>smoke the good ole marijuana
>have a harsh revelation/rude awakening about yourself
what's her name /r9k/?
>what's her name /r9k/?
>thinking that everybody got a "pronoun" occupying their mind
Her name is insecurity brobot.
And she doesn't rule me anymore.
>tfw tolerant to weed so don't get this high
>tfw scared to take a t-break because this shit will come back like a sledgehammer
>High as shit watching buddy play WoW
>Remember I'm going to die, I could die at any moment without any realization that it's happening, for any reason or no reason at all (as far as I would be able to tell since I would be dead)
>That's it, there will be nothing else, ever
>what's her name /r9k/?
pic related looks like my oneitis
>Want to hang out with friends
>Dude im too high
>Dude you cant smoke weed anymore it gives you panic attacks
>Dude i don't drink like you
Fuck stoners I wish I never smoked as much as I did
>used to get that high
>now it's like drinking a cup of relaxing tea
>colorado so no reason to ever not be high
>might stop anyway. For no real reason with no effect.
And people say its a dangerous drug...
>just don't take 1/2 g dabs after a t break...
panic attacks at least won't fuck up your mind with depressing thoughts and remarks about yourself
and worst of all, paranoia, lots of paranoia, about stupid shit I did when I was younger
>get high as shit
>just think of random shit and what i want to do while high
>see threads like this and wonder what could be if i focused my crazy highs on something positive
How do you do it, anons? I get just...so faded.
>Implying the panick attacks dont' add both of those.
Dude it fucks me up for days with that stuff when I smoke weed anymore , it's not even a matter of the "Dude i got sooooo hiiihg" meme, it's like I took shrooms and all my dark shit is coming to light, and it lasts for days.
Take 2 months off, then smoke a reasonable amount. You'll enjoy it a lot more, and it will be worth the wait. Drink a crap ton f water during these 2 months also, 1 month is enough, 2 is perfect though.
I'm not a fuckup and my parents are proud of me, and I have alot to be happy about
That I eat because I'm bored and I have no idea what hunger feels like as a 350lb obese fat fuck.
I also eat out of habit, not out of desire. Once I realized this after smokin that old herbal I started to ignore "times" in my day. Breakfast time, lunch time, snack time, midnight snack time, dinner time.. all that trash went out the window and I vowed to only eat when I'm truly hungry. Not when I might be hungry later when I'm drunk, not when taco bell is about the close and I want to get something because I might be hungry in an hour or so...
I've lost 40 lbs since then. Thanks marijuana.
All Marijuana does is make me zone out and just enjoy the moment, whether it's playing video games, watching TV or hanging out with friends. Sometimes when I get stoned I do become slightly more introspective, but I've never had any life-shattering revelations. Acids, Shrooms & DXM on the other hand....
Shitty weed that basically looks like dirt. Usually from Mexico or some other borderline third world shit hole.
>mfw after just a year of smoking I have a direct connect to a California grower
>mfw get topshelf weed for 200$ an ounce in the quantities I buy
>mfw it lasts me so long since I only smoke on weekends
Feels fucking great
>2010, brother got me some awful brick shit
>finally got a headdies/loud/high grade shit source in 2012
>spending ~$400/month on the dank shit ounces at a time and just chain smoking it every day when not working
>realize one day that this is a huge waste of money
>to realize my bad decision, bought the most expensive vaporizer I can find (volcano at that time)
>buy only dirt cheap brick shit again at rock bottom prices
>so much value and volume
>vape it exclusively
>no awful brick taste
>no needing to smoke 3x to reach a 5/10
>just clean(ish) vapor air
>save the remnants and make brownies every few months
Headdies are a waste of money. Eventually your tolerance goes through the roof and only dabs and shit can get you off. Regs/schwag vaped is the best way to go. You save so much and it's so much better for you.
Only plus to headdies is the taste, and taste isn't worth an extra 300/month.
i would fucking love this, i have to just take whatever my dealer is selling as "kush". I want fucking Sour Diesel, Grandaddy Purp, Lemon Haze, the good shit I can experiment with the effects of.
I smoked weed last year and had a frighteningly awful realization.
It brought to light dark repressed memories of sexual abuse I experienced during my childhood. It only facilitated my depression and anxiety, and the self-esteem that took me so long to build was shattered.
I continued to have depression, and gave up weed for a while. This, however, was not the solution. I failed to realize that this revelation was an opportunity for growth.
I went back to smoking weed, though only socially. I had some major anxiety attacks, and for a while I thought I had a legitimate heart issue. I went as far as to go to a hospital and get an EKG scan-- my results showed no abnormalities and I appeared to have a healthy, functioning heart.
So I continued to smoke intermittently, but I wouldn't buy. I have good friends with a shit ton of weed who smoke me up no questions asked. Recently, however, I took the next step and bought weed. I started waking and baking, getting high alone and thinking about life.
Out of absolutely nowhere I confronted my depression face to face during heavy intoxication. I worked out why I was feeling the way I was feeling, and while it didn't solve everything, it gave me the insight to deal with external issues that erupted later that day.
Today I smoked the last half-gram I had in another wake and bake session. Worked through
issues I had with my relationship, reasons why I need a job, and manageable goals complete with written out plans as to how I will achieve them. I left the high with a sense of vigor, purpose and optimism that I haven't felt since high school.
It could very likely be different for you, as weed affects many people in a variety of ways. You have to also take into account that maybe your brain is trying to show you something important in order to better yourself, and weed puts you in a state where you can step outside yourself to recognize it.
The last realization I had is that the time where I could smoke marijuana and feel good has passed. Even smoking on top shelf Cali shit with trichomes out the ass, I just feel like shit during the high and afterward.
Weed is a stupid nigger meme drugs for stupid meme niggers.
I do drugs to feel good, not have horrible anxiety and feel like I"m permanently retarded and dying in super duper slow motion.
DXM and DPH are the best drugs. Comfy, makes things fun, makes you happy, makes you not you, everything is better, good sleep, makes you smarter on microdoses, when taking high doses you don't feel retarded until the next day and just sleep it off because you're also super drowsy.
I laugh at all the cucks still doing kiddy shit like alcohol and weed. DXM can be a little harder on pussy ass bitches, but if you can handle it then you're in for a world of good feels.
The worms may eat your flesh, yes. It is true that in this world, one's soul is grounded in their body; they are one and the same. But when we die, there is a separation. Either you cease to exist entirely, or your soul is transported to another plane of existence.
When you think about it really, after you die, you're not really you.
Naw, man. Weed just helps me feel...just happy. And calmer, too. my mind just slows down...
And I do chores while i'm high.
I enjoy getting high a lot man, It's a shame I might have to give it up soon, besause
>job at a gvmt lab => security clearance => drug test.
I'll already be fucked if they do a hair test.
GUYS I NEED HELP
i quit smoking weed to do more things
and tomorrow a friend invited me to a going away getogether at her house on saturday. i have another 'friend' who might go and i asked if he wants to drink with me before but he said sure but cant get too crazy because he has things to do.
if this friend bails out, should i go alone? i don't have that much confidence but people are saying that i should fake it until i make it. i will know two people there. one is the person who invited me (her get together) and another girl who used to like me but went ghost on me. i have a feeling i will sperg out because social situations make me anxious, regardless of alcohol.
I realized I was a loser and began changin the way I act to be more confident and alpha like. I took the fake it till you make it approach and learned about body language. Its a huge redpill if you wan to improve confidence
Just go. Maybe have a toke or two just to mellow out. You'll be fine.
i can't toke anymore. i hermit up and think too much. i've gone from smoking 3 times, everyday and binge eating to exercising and drinking once a week.
if i smoke weed i will for sure be a sperg. ok i will do it bcause a few people believe in me. i sure dont.
>used to smoke tons of dat herb
>had great times with buddies in high school
>used to go out and smoke during lunch break and come back to our classes high as fuck
>one day, smoking, get really uncomfortable
>not like a panic attack or anything, just genuinely uncomfortable with everything
>know it;s going to pass so just deal with it
>next time, same thing happens
>every time after, same thing happens
>tfw just can't enjoy smoking at all anymore
If you were a chronic smoker it could literally take months for the THC to fully leave your blood and hair. Start looking for things that interest you and dedicate some real time to them. Maybe things you used to enjoy before you smoked.
At least that's what I'm doing. Quit back in November and I've only slipped twice since then.
I've tried, and the same thing happens when I'm alone. I know it probably has nothing to do with it and it's just a coincidence but things started going bad after the first time I had a 3rd plat DXM trip that kind of had a similar feel to what I get from weed now.
>got paid to complete my degree
>finished with $3k in the bank
>starting graduate school in the Fall semester
>waiting to hear back about a job that my professor is helping me obtain
Feels great not being a stereotype in your happy fictional narrative, man ^____________________________^
Okay. Sure, I'll do this because someone on 4chan told me to. 2 months is fairly arbitrary but I guess most residual thc/cbd should metabolize out by then. Wish me luck, I really won't need it.
Citation?(I'm honestly curious)
Just scrolling the thread it seems there are many varied reactions people have when they use drugs. It's been a gateway to some next level jazz banjo for me personally.
Nah son, I was simply gonna say why assume everyone's a whiny faggot mulling over a "her".
I realized this left me wide open for a wisecrack to purport it's a "him" instead.
So I covered all my bases with the general pronoun.
You really impressed us on this board of virgins.
your oneitis is a scene kid stuck in the 2000's. tf, did you grab this shit of here microsoft page. i bet she has linkin park on autoplay. It's 2016, this should not be anyone's oneitits.
>found that I'm much more rational about my problems when I'm high
>realize I'm actually an okay person
>realize I have a good life because of my family and my robot friend
>realize I can do everything I want to do if I just put in some work
>realize I'll need to stop smoking for the better
enjoying it while it last, lads
Because of school I ended up smoking weed once a week instead of three times a week. It hits you really fucking hard. Instead of taking 4 hours to wear off it now takes me 8 hours to shake off the feeling.
I had this for quite some time. I wouldn't compare it to a 3rd plateau trip though.
For me at that level there's loads of visual/audio distortion, I can't walk or talk normally and I have INSANE closed eye visuals. especially with music. Never got anything like that from weed. But it would make me very uncomfortable. Anxious mostly, just wanting the feeling to go away. Are you depressed?
>Take a bunch of disassociates
>fall into the realm of infinite existential depression literally
>snapped myself out of it for sake of sanity
>forget everything due to how complex it was
Thanks quantum physics