>tfw you wonder if maybe everybody else on /r9k/ is just a normie pretending to be a loser and you're the only one here who's actually as pathetic as you claim to be.
>tfw that's definitely the truth
>tfw i'm living such an average, boring life
>tfw haven't left the house in days
>tfw i probably made this thread myself and am too far gone to realize it
I am a KV NEET manchild but I'm not depressed and have lots of friends online, so I'm probably ironically considered a normie by all the suicidal people who actually have jobs and know how to drive and own a phone ect
It'd probably be a stretch to call myself a Chad.
I banged some low hanging fruit and got a GF for a bit and then haven't hooked up with a girl since 2008. Sometimes I feel guilty for being here and not being a KHV and then I wonder if everybody else is actually a total Chad fucking around and I'm actually the biggest loser.
I tell half-truths whenever I want to make myself look more pathetic, and twist the truth the other way around whenever I want to seem like a normal, well-adjusted person. Either way the truth is I'm lonely and becoming more and more dead inside.
>implying I even care about being normal
I'd rather laze around the house all day and have daddy change and feed me while I play videogames and nap :3