26 here, i hate the fuck out of my shitty family but i still don't want to live alone and have to wagecuck to support me. There is no welfare in my country enough to sustain myself so i will have to and i am terrified of it. Poor as fuck country, hard to find any job, low pay, no skills. On top of it i have been struggling with depression, anxiety and god knows what else for more than a decade now. I feel really uncomfortable going to the shop let alone having to go to a work interview or work hard everyday, i don't even know if i can since all i can do is play video games, wank and drink all day.
I just wish i could go back to being a little kid, not knowing how fucked i am.
>>25914196 Living is alone is magnificent. I want to quit my job, go back to uni and study writing and write a novel within a year. I'm terrified in a way because I'll almost certainly have to live with roommates. It's going to be so hard to live with people after 5 years living alone.
>>25914558 There's freedom from immature logic with wisdom. Wisdom that's hard to obtain when you trap yourself in your own prison, especially if you are unwilling to want to make a better and positive change.
>>25914646 Death is not salvation. You'll just be reincarnated in a new body and how you turn out in the next life will depend how you lived this life. So you if are lazy slothful and unwilling to make the right choices in life it will only affect you in the next life. Look at what its currently doing to you now. Just imagine what it will continue to do to you.
>>25914673 >You'll just be reincarnated in a new body and how you turn out in the next life will depend how you lived this life More magic mumbo jumbo. Let's say i believe this whole reincarnation thing for a minute. Why i should be concerned with my "future" cycle? Just like i dont remember my previous life, my future self wont remember this one.
>>25914679 And you are so certain of this are you?
Lets say you are correct. You'll live this life making all the wrong choices and be miserable as a result then you die forever. You would have lived a horrid life and then you die.
Let say you are wrong and you get reincarnated. You still knowingly made all the wrong choices and you suffer in your next life because of the choices you make this life and this cycle of death and rebirth occurs forever.
Third scenario, you are correct after you die you stay dead forever but you decided fuck it I can't stand living a life this miserable. So you make all the right choices. At least you would have lived a good life making all the right choices instead of enabling your cowardice and running away from everything that seems hard.
Its your life you are gambling with and considering you don't know what really happens I highly suggest you have a long hard think about how you choose to conduct yourself.
>>25914691 how you live this lifetime will be reflected on how things turn out in your next life. So if you want to endure another lifetime of suffering then by all means continue living without wisdom, without virtue, without the willingness to become better and indulge in all the sins you can, if that's how you want to live.
>>25914733 The thing is that only my lifestyle will be reflected but my consciousness wont be the same as now. Therefore i could say that other person than me will be suffering but not me as current ego.
>>25914753 Well your current sinful life doesn't seem to be doing you any favors. I've said all I have to say. You can refer to the last sentence of my previous post if you have any confusion.
>So if you want to endure another lifetime of suffering then by all means continue living without wisdom, without virtue, without the willingness to become better and indulge in all the sins you can, if that's how you want to live.
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