I've decided the day I'm going to kill myself! What should I do before that?
>not enough money to travel
Build your own tombstone thread?
Build your own tombstone thread
Go outside and lie on the grass
Optionally bring a blankie so bugs don't crawl on you
Close your eyes and face the sky
Feel dat peaceful breeze sweep over you
The warmth of the sun
The rustling of the leaves and the chirping of the birds
Let it wash away your pain because you know that soon you will be free, that everything will be okay~~~
Suicide's only sad if you're sad when you do it know what I'm saying? Make it as comfy as possible dude.
funeral does not matter, you must pay for your body disposal, cremation is thousands of dollars, burial is thousands more, even to die you must pay money or everybody you know must pay for you
Get snuggled up in all kinds of cozy layers and blankets and sleeping bags like a homeless guy in a comfy cocoon
Same shit except the sky will be pure white and beautiful, the air purified of all life. Comforting stillness. Makes it better imho.
Don't you think I've tried that? Trust me, anon. I'm finally excited for something. I don't want to miss out just because of some "what if" ideas.
Honestly, even with nothing to lose, it's only fun for normies. I'm thinking just taking it easy with a Bob's Burgers marathon.
I've been working none stop 60+ hour weeks for the last year in hopes of finding the money and time for life to improve and nothing makes me happy and I hardly have anytime to myself let alone find enjoyment in anything new.
You have so much to learn. If only you had all the time in the world.
i'm too tired to explain it myself, but this should give you an idea.
Don't do it buddy, it gets better. It really does...
I was in your position some time ago, chose the date, planned it, but couldn't go through with it.
Yadda yadda now I graduate in two months and have the most amazing girl in the world as my girlfriend. Things aren't perfect and honestly some days suck so much it's hard to keep going, but now I know it gets better. It might not be perfect, but things have a way to work out.
You always have a choice.
oops forgot the image
robot be pissing me the fuck off reee
I'm going to improve myself physically and socially so that I am the best that I can be, to maximize the suffering for anyone stupid enough to care about me, and to appease my narcissism once and for all. :)