I'm pretty much the worst kind of female.
>insecure, low self-worth
>diagnosed with BPD, paranoid schizophrenia disorder, and anxiety disorder
>shit relationship with both mother and father
>can't maintain any kind of relationship
>attach to people too easily
>still a virgin, so i'm not experienced at all
At least i'm not fat but i'm still pretty annoying. I've been lurking for a while and it seems like even the posters on /r9k/ avoid mentally-ill women.
Not sure what your point is but you could get sex and maybe build into some form of relationship in 10 minutes on Tinder or even on here if you wanted to alleviate the pain so nobody here is going to really have sympathy for you saying you're lonely.
Do you really need us to tell you that you aren't that bad? This is exactly why I can't stand women, this thread is just a way to tell yourself that your still desirable. You do you feel the need to bother these guys just to feel good about yourself.
I can see in her eyes the warlike hell she's been through.
>see op pic
>think it's the new /cuteboy/ thread where I can post my stories with boys, get excited and open it up
>actually read ahead and it's not
You sounds alot like me (or how I used to be). I'm just a plain old schizo but I did outgrow my anxiety.
The clingy things grows old after people keep hurting and disappointing you (especially boyfriends). You evolve into a hermit if you live long enough, but you sort of reach a zen where you learn to like yourself and prefer your own company.
I get enough interaction from the occasional (You) and doing normie things like grocery shopping and going to the library. I actually feel more attractive physically and get hit on more often since my self-esteem improved on its own, but I will never date. My powers are growing the more isolated and older I become.
I'm turning into whatever the female equivalent of wizardry is.
I don't mind mentally ill women but BPD is a major fucking nono
Was with a girl with that shit for the past year and a half, she cucked me three times and said that it was the "part of her that wanted to hurt herself, knowing how angry i'd get"
If you arent that kind of cunt, you're fine familia
DUDE BRO HOMIE, i dont even need to justify myself, having benis is superior in literally every way than an ugly flesh would. it's common knowledge that all girls without variation have penis envy
>implying a clit isn't twenty times more sensitive and pleasurable than a stretched out and gross imitation
>implying not having a hole that provides its own lubrication to your clit isn't superior than having a tub of lotion next to your bed
>implying having no clean up after orgasm isn't superior to having a floor full of tissues
>implying a man could ever truly understand what it felt like to have a gspot to stroke and a clit to flick, meaning Another woman is the only true and honest choice when it comes to gratification
Just realize your xy chromosome is a genetic abnormality and 90% of the time it's not needed. If evolution were kind and just 90% of males would die before sexual maturity before they gained the knowledge that they're ultimately a waste of space.
>implying a clit isn't twenty times more sensitive and pleasurable than a stretched out and gross imitation
>implying girls ever orgasm
i was hoping after calling you out on the earlier lie that you would give up, instead of trying out more outlandish lies
the rest of your post has good discussion material but i will not acknowledge it as punishment for lying to me
Girls have orgasms. Multiple in a row even.
I'm so sorry that your XY chromosome made you also unable to fire off multiple neural pathways at once as well as only cumming once. My condolences.
So you are literally the dream girl for /r9k/?
Too bad we aren't the dream guy for you.
>implying uncut dicks need lube
>implying women can reach our levels of horniness
>implying you don't wish you could spray a thick rope of white cum on someone's face
>implying you'll ever know what it's like to be the fucker instead of the one getting fucked
Civil engineer. A lot of men on my team but they mostly just sit around and waste 6 hours on reddit and do about 2 hours of work thinking we don't notice. Only guy who has decent work ethic is a black faggot.
Face it. Lesbians are master race. Straight men get the scraps and have had to put an entire sex down for centuries via brutality because they felt so emasculated by our superiority.
let me guess, American? You more diagnosed then a 80 yo man in Yurpoor who has smocked 3 packs a day since he was 13.
You are just shy as fuck. Go out, be proactive.
Fuck, you are pumped full of meds to ha.
Yes i would date you.
So what? A few deluded dykes who think theyre men cant make up form the fact that women are either just too lazy,stupid,incompetent, or just plain have no interest in performing the vital functions of society. Men have already proven themselves for all of recorded history. Women completely havent.
>Really easy to oppress if you want to
You are the worst kind of female in the sense that the only reason you posted this is for attention and validation that somebody out there would still put up with your bullshit.
However, your bullshit is not BPD related. It's YOU related. There's no disorder, you're just a massive cunt.
You are the worst kind of female in the sense that you clearly have self diagnosed mental illnesses (aka special snowflake syndrome).
Borderline personality disorder is actually pretty fucking uncommon and often misdiagnosed or self diagnosed, I'm sick of tumblrite cunts complaining that they're suffering from MY disorder as well as a myriad of other disorders further spreading the mass hysteria that men have against the people who claim to have BPD.
You're the type of person that runs around telling everybody that you have these disorders because you think it's romantic or quirky. It's not, it's like having EMOTIONAL CANCER.
It isn't, it fucking sucks. It royally fucking sucks. I actively avoid getting close to men I am interested in because I know that I will ruin them despite their best efforts to fix me. I don't want them to get attached. I can't talk to men because they will inevitably get attached and think they can fix me. I have had to end too many friendships so that they could have better. I will never have a normal relationship and will never expect anybody to actually put up with me and my bullshit.
Stop quirky girl attention begging for the thing that is exhausting for me to hide.
Stop romanticizing the thing that has ruined my entire life.
HUEHUEHUEWHUWAE LULZ GREAT POST HAVE AN EDGY UPVOTE
I've never had sex, I avoid other people because I feel like a psychotic bomb.
They don't know I'm doing it I just act disinterested in them romantically or claim to be a lesbian. It's just like any other shitty friendzone that you're in, anon.
I don't want to be anybody's evil/manipulative gf.
I would like to be somebody's loving and supportive gf, but it'd be too inconsistent.
It's selfish for these women to latch onto a guy and suck his soul dry with their bullshit. I don't want to be that person.
>It's selfish for these women to latch onto a guy and suck his soul dry with their bullshit. I don't want to be that person.
What if that's exactly what he wants? I want a vampire girlfriend. If you were loving and supporting, you'd do that for him.
No, I just flip out and break things.
Then you need to stop tipping your fedora and seek psychiatric help.
I wouldn't want to date somebody who is obsessed with me being crazy, either. That's just strange/creepy and would encourage the disorder.
>has to shoot a million tiny sharpnel every time in the hopes that one has a chance of hitting its target
Haha. "Life essence". Why would you be so proud of the fact that your "life essence" is so insignificant that it can be reproduced and remade so many times? Does it not tell you something that women are only born with a finite number of their life essences? Does it not ring in your mind that the only valuable materials in this universe are finite? Use that "manly" logic of yours.
>having envy if a genetically inferior combination
Freud was just a giant pissbaby with a fragile sense of self and masculinity that was shattered after studying the human psyche further through the lens of evolutionary biology. His later theories got more and more insane as it was self justification for his own misguided statements he made in his youth. It's a shame that he was enlightened in some ways and couldn't get over his own pride. Sometimes you just have to admit you were wrong. Men have a lot of trouble doing that and often react in any way to justify their previous actions even if it means self destruction in the end.
Evolutionary inferior. The XY chromosome serves as a stepping stone. Its why most men stop developing intellectually after a point as they are consumed by pride. Their biology just won't let them.
Its attention whores like you that ruined this board and why its dead
Even though you didn't even get diagnosed
Seriously I wanted to come back to this board but I forgot its cancer now
Get a tumor
>Use that "manly" logic of yours.
>implication: female reproductive capabilities are finite
>fallacy: Women themselves produce the capabilities to infinitely reproduce their own finite material through multiple generations.
>dissonance: Women are incapable of viewing themselves as the old model in relation to the value they posses.
10% of the 10% of men have proven themselves. The others have been useless pawns in their schemes. Most men are stupid, incompetent, and directionless because most people are. Testosterone just gives a boost physical prowress, something that has become less and less of an issue as technology has given literally anyone the power to be a violent killer. Do you know why men have been on top for so long? The same reason why a monkey with a long stick stabs first. The real end game lies in metaphysics all (known) great ancient thinkers have been men because the 1% of the 1% realized true power comes in that which we cannot see, something women have utilized for centuries to control the masses of directionless men who jerk off to their relics of the past, asserting and justifying their own existence because of some shared pride. It's sort of sad.
God, you're pathetic. It's like you haven't even tried to history. Oh wait. You probably have and could only see from one angle because that's what your mind is designed to do. Don't worry dear, men are still valuable in some regards as we won't have robot construction workers or oil riggers for quite awhile.
Just keep telling yourself about how testosterone and an XY chromosome are useful in the modern world. I can't fault you for being a static entity. It's just who you were born to be :)
Your fallacy is an assumption that was never asserted.
If you must create a unstated and unargued fallacy and thus implication from that fallacy you have already doomed your retort.
>10% of the 10% of men have proven themselves
Better than the 0% of women. I dont even understand how youre trying to ruse me. Men have for sure contributed far more societal advancement, and continue to do so. I dont even understand what your talking about with the testosterone thing. Men still dominate when it comes to inventing and discovering things. Women could be relegated to breeding camps tommorow and society would still function just dandy. I get that you're a resentful angry dyke, and that as an individual you feel like you have alot to offer, but youre the one n that started this us vs them crap. Get real, men are way more accomplished.
are you my girlfriend?
get on 4chan what's wrong with you you're supposed to be asleep
I know you're not her, shes not a virgin cause she was raped a lot. but she's got everything else and she makes me feel awful and she's moving in with me next week. it's OK op. I love her. you might have to settle for a strangely successful and manic trap though
>not understanding that the 10% of the 10% have been influenced by the 1% of women who understood because of the culture they couldn't be in the spotlight
>not actually cracking open a book into the lives of these great men and realizing the even greater women who stood by their sides
>not realizing that even the woman who helped discovered DNA got shoved aside because she didn't have a penis, yet DNA probably wouldn't have been discovered without her vital contributions
>not realizing that only the 10% of the 1% escaped becoming pawns.
You have played right into woman's hands yet again.