What do you say, when you're alone, and no one can hear you?
Out loud, or to yourself?
Is it you?
RAghahah blah blah blah nong nong nong
man life is good this is prime ass shit right here mothafucka. I needa get some dough do. I mean, I never had money, and lifes been good anyways. It's alright. I don't need money. I don't anything to be happy. I love everything right now. I am hungry though. I should eat something, in a little bit. I love all these people in the world. I hope someday we will all do great things and the world will be even more amazing. Why are people so evil. Why am I so evil. We all do bad things sometimes. I think we do more good things than bad things though, I sure do hope humanity doesn't die out. If it does though that's just life, maybe the technology will be saved and we'll not die out entirely, just most of us. I hope that doesn't happen either. I mean, if it does it does though. no need to worry about it. I do wonder though. Time to go eat and watch youtube.
I hold mock conversations with myself. Like what I would say if I were to be X in a certain fictitious scenario. And then say out loud would the other people would say, etc.
Sometimes I also talk to myself as if I am two versions of myself; one being my normal self, and the other being another version holding a conversation with my normal self.
I've just assumed this is my mechanism to stay relatively sane by conversating since I have literally no one to talk to.
Maybe I should see a therapist.
>Nigga nooga dooga bigga bagga booga jimmy jangle my dangle nga nignog ngangamganga bruh baka senpai kecleon nga wooga looga
I was walking home yesterday and was think something along these lines
I don't really talk unless I'm at work or one of my parents is trying to have a conversation. I can't sing at all either. I'll lipsynch sometimes though.
Feels kind of awkward but when my mom was out baby and housesitting for my sibling I didn't talk at all when I was at home. This went on for four days or so.
I talk out loud a lot. Sometimes just replying out loud to something I see online, or just thinking out loud. Sometimes ill remember something cringe and reflexively say what the fuck was I thinking? Fuck fuck fuck. Or stupid fucking nigger or something.
This is a habit I'd really like to break. Once I thought I was home alone and was talking out loud about how much of a fucked up loser I am, then I found out my dad was home, just had all the lights off.
And more recently, I was at work back in the freezer and remembered something embarrassing and started talking to myself out loud, turned out my qt coworker had walked in quietly and heard me. She asked me what's wrong and I just tried to play it off.
>lip sync in car
>catch my self in the mirror
>realize i dont have tinted windows
>stop immediately and feel ashamed
would it be more cringey if i started wearing one of those medical masks like asians wear
dont worry anon i'm not your cousin
i better fucking not be
>jus stop being self conscious :^)
it's definitely cringe, i know what cringe looks like and i know what i look like in the mirror when i sing
really fucking close, jesus christ. near-miss though
>cuck me and fuck me f am
>what the fuck
>NOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooOOOoooo HO HO HO ooooooooooo
>fucking nigs man
apropos...i say " i want to get off, can't get off"