What people do you consider (consciously or unconsciously) superior to yourself?
no one and everyone simultaneously
some weird combination of narcissism and depression
I'm fucking losing it senpai
Holy shit this describes me all too well
My self esteem is in the gutter too, maybe it's our brains way of fighting back and not admitting we're a complete waste of a human life?
That's a good question - I guess people that have risked more and been more aggressive / creative early in life. Also, people that have a "big vision" of how they want things to be.
When I was younger, I really was pretty lackadaisical and didn't really realize how valuable my time was. I just didn't have the vision to see what could be and to a certain extent, I must admit that I still don't. Maybe I'm more easily contented.