Abandonned me after a 7 years relationships, forgot me in 7 seconds, I cry myself to sleep everyday.
She didn't even supported me a bit when I was diagnosed with arthrithis at 23yo.
She wanted to "have fun" do "new things" but apparently not with me, I thought she loved me, it's been one month she is already on dating apps. I wouldn't have abandonned her even if she got fucking cancer.
Everything in my life is going to absolute shit, I'm fucking sick, I have an untreatable disease, the love of my life is gone and banginf other dudes that are millions time better than I will ever be, I will be forever alone, I got her at pure luck when I was young, I'm 24 now and I have literally nothing to offer to a girl... I don't even know where to start, I'm fucking broken guys, why does it have to be this way.
For seven years? I think she liked me at the beguining when she was qt pure virgin. As soon as she started working she realised she could do and have better so she abandonned me. I want to kill myself so fucking bad I think about it everyday, but I refuse to kill myself over a girl, no matter how hard I love her.
It will take some time but I'll move on eventually, I have a disease to fight back, I refuse to have my life ruined because of someone else's behaviour. I'm a failure maybe I didn't deserved her to beguin with, but I'll try my hardest to get out of this situation and find peace, I will not let her ruin me on the long term, I just need to grief a little.
Yeah I feel you, I won't see woman under the angle I saw them before, I put this bitch on a pedestal, treated her the best I could even If I had almost nothing, I changed for her and fought for her. All this for nothing, what a fucking waste, I'll try to improve myself and my life to find some girl that can like me and do cute things with me but I'll never fall in love again, that's it I've done my part.
She said she had feelings for someone else. It hurt, it hurt a lot but nothing I could do. He ended up not caring about her and throwing her to the curb after getting what he wanted. Still hate her for throwing away 3 years for some guy.
>>25869087 She wanted to date other guys but was disappointed in them. She now sends me nudes because she sees me as her safety net and wants to lure me back. She got away because a few months ago she saw me as disposable and now as a back up.
She fucking died. She's fucking dead. Everything that was her ceased to be as she jerked around at the end of a noose just because she wasn't doing well at her faggy college. She left this world thinking of literally everything in her life but me. She wouldn't have even found out or reacted if I'd offed myself like a selfish little fuck. Cunt.
She has a boyfriend who she only got with to replace me, she has dumped him a few times and confessed her feelings for me then gone back to him again. I still love her but even if we were together as soon as she consumes any alcohol she'll fuck anything. I've tried moving on but eventually it all comes back to her and I feel like shit.
she found another guy and they've been in a relationship that is happier than ours ever was. I haven't talked to her in a year and a half. she contacted my sister through facebook (I don't have any social media) and told her that she misses me and wants to be friends, but I know she is happy with another guy and I don't want to put myself through that. at least not talking to her is my decision and makes me feel like I have some sort of control over the situation even if I do miss her. I feel like this is the only way that I can maintain any sense of dignity from the situation.
She just stopped having feelings for me. It was pretty heart breaking and very sudden. I'm still very good friends with her, mainly so I can stay in her life and make her come around again someday. Which will most likely not happen, but a guy can dream.
>>25869087 I ignored all her attempts to flirt with me, I fell in love for the first and last time,but I didn't want to lose my freedom.After 4 years she finally gave up. Haven't seen her in 2 years.Hopefully she forgot about me.
She moved to another country to study abroad for a year. Saw her over this Christmas break and she made it obvious she doesn't feel the same about me any more, I still love her more than anything though.
We were meant to skype tonight, I sent 5 messages throughout the day and got no responses. It's 1am and I need to sleep for work tomorrow but I'm waiting to see her log on. I know she won't.
She just started fucking other guys. I guess I would have started fucking other girls if I got around to it first. It really says something about relationships. You will never know how meaningful your relationship was until you see what it takes for them to leave you.
>>25869087 I stopped talking to her and shut down all of her attempts to contact me again. I don't regret it. I know very well how capable is she, or I would say women in general, of manipulating feelings.
My high school ruined her. I have a typical nig school, but she came in from out of town. She spoke so clearly, and was so smart. I didn't see her for a year, but when I did, she was using slang and wearing trashy clothes. She was also hanging with the popular she-boons. I know that if I had kept talking to her in that year we were apart she wouldn't have become that.
By the time I realized she was something I needed, she was already in a relationship with a man that could do much more for her than I could. They got married a year and a half later. Every day I'm reminded of how much I love her. She does what she can to make time for me, to make sure I'm not hurting because she knows my feelings. Were very open with each other, and she does love me, but not like she loves him. She told me once if I had been there before he had, if I had done something before, we would have had something. Every night those words play over in my head. And then I get her to play some video games she only got into because I like them, and I try to forget. How can I forget? She does so much for me, she gives and gives but I selfishly want more. I love her so much. I know one day she'll see just how much more she's worth, and I'll be left behind. But until then, I'll text her and call her up on our free time, and try again to forget.
I became a bitter, paranoid piece of shit and drove her away after two years. She forgot about me after about day and started seeing some disgusting metalfaced subhuman piece of trash less than a week later. She was really greedy in the relationship and threw a fucking tantrum any time i wanted to see my old friends and now all i have got are a bunch of people that are really obviously just talking to me out of pity.
Now she's in a committed relationship with my friend, who once had feelings for me (he's bi). They had a rough last few weeks but they're going to talk it out and leave no details out because their lives are moving on together and they can't afford to keep things from each other anymore.
I love her so much and it hurts. I just urged my friend to solidify his relationship with the girl I love. Why. Why am I so fucking pathetic.
>>25869087 I was raised with shame 24/7. Imperfection was not tolerated.
Grew up hating myself, told every day I was subhuman by ma. I got to the point where I couldn't pick up on girls signals because, "hell there's no way she'd want me, after all I'm basically a monster. "
>went to private school from the age of 4 to the age of 14 >grew up with the same +/- 20 kids whole life >they were my best friends, almost like brothers and sisters >around the age of 10 started developing crush on one of them >we would talk sometimes during school > we both would stay late after school sometimes and hang out >whenever there were school dances, we would slow dance >we would buy each other gifts on Valentine's Day, Christmas, etc. >never could work up the courage to ask her out >went to same high school and we kept in touch freshman year, but I became really antisocial and stopped talking to a lot of my friends >now, 10 years later, she seems to be living a happy life, dating a Chad >i'm miserable every day working a shitty, boring job, with little social life
Wish I could go back and time and ask her out. One of my biggest regrets in life is not doing it. If she said yes, I feel like my life could be completely different. If she said no, at least I would know.
She just up and left one day. We were friends since we were kids, we were a couple for years by that point. We have a daughter today. One day she just left while I was at work and our daughter at school. Just a note saying not to come looking for her because she'd found another man. Hurt doubly because it reminded me of my mom leaving when I was a kid. At least my mom had the decency to send me a letter apologizing and a christmas present that year. Just a stuffed bear for me to hug whenever I missed her.
>>25869087 She told me we wouldn't work because I don't enjoy parties, concerts, and meeting new people. This was after about 2 years of orbiting and about half a year of fucking around. She tried to stay friends but after about a month I realized that her friendship offered me nothing but pain, so I ended it. She cried when I told her I was cutting her out, so I like to think I meant something to her.
>in my dorm minding my own business >dressed in pajamas about to go to sleep >setting up my alarm clock >hear drunk stacies in the hallway running around even though it's quiet hours >stacies open my door and stare at me for a few secs >they run away laughing and talk shit about me
i hate them all so much ;_; when will this suffering end??
>>25870960 Don't listen to these cunts dude. You'll have to go through hell and back to get through this but don't let it stop you from enjoying what you want to enjoy in life. Know that it will take time, I shit load of time but it always gets better. Everything always has a way of working out. Hang in there.
>The only girl that was nice to me out of all of high school >Kind and always stands up for me when I was getting teased or picked on >Make her laugh all the time STACKED, The literal perfect definition of thick >everything I wanted in a girl
One big problem
>She already had a boyfriend >Her boyfriend is in another school >They've been dating long before she came to my school >Still dating to this day
I cant move on. I like her far too much its infuriating.
I pushed her away I guess. She was really assertive and clingy and kinda forced me into a relationship. I started becoming like her, and getting over bearing and jealous. She left for college across country.
I'm sure you can figure out the rest.
It's been like 6 months. I'm doing really well on my own, jumped up in my career, got a nice place on my own, etc, but for some reason I miss being with her even if the rest of my life was shit around that time.
>>25869087 We both needed the same thing, I think. And neither of us was capable of giving it to the other, despite how well we understood each other and how much we cared for each other. It was after her that I began to realize love was not enough and I was probably never going to make it in this life.
her horrible anxiety didn't mix well with my bipolar disorder. we met a year ago last sunday. we both had the time of our lives for those 7 months before college began (we were high school fags at the time). the distance, her paranoia, her anxiety, and her dysphoria led her to decide to end it. she told me she would always love and care about me. when i became suicidal she decided it was time to block me on all forms of contact. that was two months ago now.
>be a good writer >try to write her a letter >everything is an incoherent jumble >wish I could cry >can't >wish I could get her back >can't >wish I could take back the hurt I've caused her >can't >want to die >can't yet
It was a mixture of being a beta, her ex and another guy. I was so obsessed with her... Luckily I live in different city and don't see her much. It's been almost three months and still think about her every fucking day.
I spent 5 years loving her and I go through some depression and she leaves me because she's a spoiled brat so used to getting her way that the thought of putting in some effort for someone else made her uncomfortable and she left to fuck around with some loser she met through PSN. All because I wouldn't play video games with her 24/7 and wanted to do something that mattered. Oh well. She's someone elses problem now, and she's ruining her own life pursuing a video game degree.
I've posted this yesterday but it's still here, thanks guys it really mean a lot to me
>>25885071 Thanks family, I'll try my best to keep my chin up, I will not kill myself or hurt myself for someone that doesn't give a shit about me.
>>25888792 Fuck you roastie, I never said that, I just stated that I was declared sick and she didn't even gave two shit about it, and only talked about her new friends and job and shit.
Even If I stopped loved her before she did and she was sick I would have never abandoned her, I would have stayed with her and supported her, because unlike you roastie whores, we know what respect and loyalty are.
>>25890171 >be 18, living in dorms >9/10 cutie crashes her long board outside my place, bandage her up >get digits, text hang out >start dating, first girl I really loved >party too much, get addicted to my add meds >she stays with me for 2 years, I continue to treat her like shit >dumps me >6 months later she's engaged and I still broken
After close to 3 years of dating she was telling me she wanted to break it off. Mind you, she used to have these "emotional periods" where she would say shit that later she claimed she didn't mean. I thought I could talk her out of it but she told me she was seeing someone, so I gave up. Honestly I think it was good for both of us. I do think about her every now and then, but I know I'm far better off without.
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