Anyone else feel like they have surprisingly good self-awareness?

>>25856325
being socially isolated encourages introspection

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I have exceptional awareness of my brain but incredibly poor physical awareness as if it's just a puppet I control. Feels bad man.

Blood meridian by cormac macarthy talks about self-awareness often. great book

>>25856401
Glad we got straight to the point.

I've started writing a diary (well, on my computer) because of all of the different thoughts on my head. It's like I'm analyzing myself, it's fun.

My worst fear, of course, is that someone will find it, but I have security measures.

My therapist says I have good self-awareness but I take that with a grain of salt. I keep trying to watch myself.

>>25856325
of course, but sometimes i doubt that other peoples' self awareness is bad considering being aware doesnt automatically grant control over my autistic tendencies

then again sometimes other people do really incredibly stupid shit, so i dont know

>>25856325
my self awareness is precisely the issue

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>tfw self-aware to the point of questioning everything you say, do, or think and being so insecure and afraid that you can't go outside

>>25856660
i know that feel all too well, neet going on 2 years now

How can you be so sure in your self-awareness when you have no other reference point.

>>25856660
>>25856711
This doesn't mean that you have good self awareness.

>>25856730
good self awareness doesnt imply skilled self control

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>>25856325
yea
I'm fairly certain I have some form of autism, I had nearly all of the warning signs as a child, and I still have quite a few autistic traits.

despite my apparent autism I've always been self-aware, which is the one reason I thought I might not be autistic, but I'm really not sure anymore.

Apparently not enough. Some time ago someone posted a link about covert narcissism and I was baffled by how much it resembled me and how much of these things I didn't really notice.

>>25856524
Agree. I have been doing that during the summer. I should restart. What kind of security measures are you using, btw?

>>25856936
>Some time ago someone posted a link about covert narcissism
Holy shit, I just googled that... Fuck.

>>25856325
It makes everyone else look like a complacent animal

I feel like I do, I don't know how to test for it though