Have you ever known anyone who has died?
>guy in my friend group I hated in highschool
>would try and turn people against me
>told everyone I hoped he would die all the time
>got aggressive stomach cancer one day
>died very fast
>they said he was clutching a bible as they wheeled him in the hospital
>still think about him sometimes
>he's still dead and I still have to live
>every year that passes I envy him more and more
This guy I went to high school with died a couple of months ago, he got hit by a car while on his bike. I use to hang out with him but I still didn't know him that well but it just felt so surreal knowing he's gone and I can never see his face again.
I have only really known 2 people who died
>dad walks in room as im playing morrowind
>dad-"I have some bad news anon"
>dad-"grandpa, my dad just passed away"
>me-"oh..." dont really know how to respond
>drive to nursing home to see his remains along with siblings and other family members
>everyones teared up and emotional except me and an uncle (son in law)
>uncle- "want to see a dead body anon?"
>he takes me inside the room with my dead grandfather
lel no idea what he was thinking
other one was the son of a family friend who killed himself
didn't see him in a year or so when he did it
shot himself in the head but the hospital managed to keep him alive for a for hours
what an asshole thing to do, keeping a suicidal man alive so he can suffer from a head wound for a few futile hours
> move to a new town
> staying with high school friend because we want to start a podcast
> her him making weird noises at 3am ending with a loud shrieking gasp
> go in to check
> try cpr and call 911
It's complicated but the worst thing I can admit is that I wasn't that broken up about it. Death is a strange thing. I think I've just been so introverted that losing someone doesn't affect me as much. I miss him but it wasn't as life shattering as I thought it would be.
>drank heavily after Her own mother died
>everyone leaves her
>last words to her "don't bother me with your stupid problems anymore"
>tfw she said she won't
>killed her self by self inflicted gunshot wound to the head a day after her 42nd birthday on national suicide prevention awareness day
I'm gonna do it soon robots