Who else here doesn't know what the fuck to do with their life?
I am just aimlessly taking college classes working towards a degree I'm convinced I'll never finish just so I don't get kicked out of the house.
My college just started this week, I just don't know man. I really wish I could just get NEETbux.
OP im in a similar boat.
I'm taking general courses right now at a community college after getting kicked out of a private university and dropping out. I'm thousands in debt to the private university and I have a shitty terrible job and little motivation to do anything to change my life. I just want to smoke weed all day and drink and listen to music and cherish the brief moments of intoxicated happiness I get every once in a while in a growing spiral of depression and anxiety.
>tfw too fucking fat and out of shape to even think of joining the military
>tfw not dedicated enough to stick to a proper diet/exercise regimen and lose this weight
Just fuck my whole life up pham.
I have a degree and hate the field I got it in. Wanted to join the navy, but lo and behold, childhood medical issues meant no military for me, even though I'm /fit/. Now I left a decent job with a company that was on an obvious downhill trajectory a few months ago and have no idea what the fuck I'm doing. Avoided the layoffs at the prior company but I'm still unemployed.
I have creative juices but those don't pay the bills. Office jobs are a tax on life..
same here senpai
taking classes just so I dont get kicked out literally have no idea what I want to do
I would join the military but i doubt they would take me becuase of my asperegers and I would have to cut my hair I've been growing for years
found out my mental problems make me qualified to receive neetbux, applying now but afraid i won't get it because i'm not black or mexican and i live in LA, going to get into a special ed program at college soon just so i'll be doing something
I was always pretty good at working with computers and of course since I know how to use google I always get my moms friends asking me to fix their shitty laptop so I guess I could get a job in a computer shop, but I swear its hard to find one that is even hiring.
Same here OP.
I just got kicked out for failing 2 of the same courses twice. I want to change my major anyways and my gen eds are good grades.
But I have to tell my parent tomorrow and they said theyd take away my internet phone and vidya. I don't understand how I'm 20 and the first thing another adult thinks to do is make me more miserable. I do have a job too but not enough to live on my own yet.
Man its not fair. I didn't ask to be stupid how is it my fault when I tried my best and even got tutoring.
I have 0 friends in person, don't drink smoke or do drugs but apparently my lifestyle warrants being kicked out go figure.
I just wish I could exist. Normalfags can be normalfags all they want just throw me some money for food, shelter and internet and you won't have to worry about me.
this, exactly this
>mom kinda just lets me hang, she's single parent, i know shes just lonely and im the only thing to keep her company
>feel like utter shit for leeching off her yet too stupid to get a job that will make a living
idk wat do
I'm applying to math PhD programs since I don't know what to do. Might move to Cali with my friend and try to get a job with my master's if I don't get accepted. I don't know. Or stay here and try and find a job somehow. I'm not interested in working. I'm investing my spare money to retire early. I don't want to be anything. I have no ambition. I will never have a wife or family I'm betting. No one really wants to talk to me. I've always been the weird friend/relative. I feel dead inside. I'm fucking aimless and all the passion bled out from me.
I don't know. But I'm happy being a useless loser. My dad always says "you need to have a plan", lotta good that did him now that he's 60, single father. working the same job he has all his life which he hates and constantly whines about.