>go out for the first time in two weeks
>go to a pizzeria i like, alone
>see a family having dinner some 2 tables away
>decent looking husband
>beautiful wife, gorgeous eyes, face, wavy honey coloured hair
>a 5 year old or so boy, pretty well behaved and talking to his dad
>a baby on the wife's lap, the wife laughing at the baby and the baby laughing back
>i'll never have a family like that
How old are you?
If you are under 30 it's still possible. Even past 30 it's doable with some concessions.
But even if you can't get that there are other ways to find happiness in life.
>tfw you've been alone for so long you're not even sure anymore if you could spend even 1 whole day with another person without any alone time or the internet.
I'm far too gone
>go to my favourite local restaurant one day
>there's a whole family having dinner there
>an elderly couple, their two kids, the kids' spouses, and each of their sets of two kids
>they look happy and are having a great time
>sudden jarring reminder that everyone I ever loved is dead
This is the main problem I see with /r9k/ fags, constant enumeration of all the things they perceive they don't have.
What about counting all the things you DO HAVE some day?
>money for pizza
>working digestive system
>eyes to look at people
>legs to walk to pizzeria
A jar of change that adds up to about $5 if I'm lucky.
A $10 bill.
A phone and a charger so I can mooch off public charging points and public wi-fi.
A sleeping bag and the clothes on my back.
fuck having a family but this still made me feel