Who /paranoid and avoidant personality type/ here?
Its pretty bad but I get NEETbux until I get *better*(never) or until they send me to gulag.
>>25791149
Can you please describe the interactions you've had with your parents or caretakers?
Me. It's a result of being a manlet and autistic.
>>25791164
I wish I would get money, yet doctors say I am still am functioning good enough that I have to get a job(if I were 40 or 50 I would get pension, but since I am young they dont want to give me money because they would have to pay my whole life and still try to force me to get me to work)
Anyone else get that feeling there might be a mind-reader in the same bus/room as you in public?
Freaks me out.
>>25791177
Regularly beaten and shouted at by my dad growing up. Mother was always distant, never showed me any affection.
>>25791278
I do, more often however is the feeling that the thoughts in my heads are other peoples thoughts they're projecting into my consciousness.
>>25791278
All the time. I start thinking about gore and stuff to see if anyone reacts.
No one has, yet.
>>25791383
That sounds worse man.
>>25791435
I usually just start thinking about a music video while singing the lyrics in my head. It's easier than trying to empty your mind.
>>25791278
Sometimes I think to myself in a public place "If you're reading my mind fuck off".
My problem is that I probably have people that like me and genuinely care about me, but I'm so paranoid that they're just fucking with me.
>>25791149
I would be if I ever went outside. I wasn't like that as a kid though.