>>25784071 >Last year >Chilling in Calculus >Some girl and her guy friend are glancing over at me >Guy looks over >Hey anon, you single. >Uh... Yeah? >Fast forward to end of class >Girl walks up to me >Anon do you understand the homework? >Uh yeah. For the most part. >Do you think you could help me? >Sure. >I know what's going on. Even an autist like me can see it. >Write down my number, and we talk for a bit, neither of us initiating convo other than homework >Tell my best friend about it >Yeah man, I know. Me and and that guy knew she had a crush so we set it up >All of my what's
A little backstory: >I'm a kissless beta virgin who doesn't really talk unless spoken to >No job >No Car >No license >I literally don't know what to do with this kinda stuff
Anyway >Play along with homework act for a day >Next few days, shit gets real, we discuss relationship stuff, get a date set up >Oh shit nigger what am I doing >Remember I have no job >Remember I have no license >I'm not about to have my mother drive me >Fuck fuck fuck all of my fuck >Call it off a week in advance, feel really bad >Punch my friend in the jaw for putting me through this shit. (He knew I was in no position to date) >Feel bad for about 3 months >I felt like I lead her on >Literally what the fuck. >She was a solid 7 or 8/10
Fast forward >19 now >Drive a 2014 Camaro SS (It has the HUD... God I love the HUD) >Got a nice job at a theatre >Free movies if I want them >Joined the National Gaurd so I could afford the Camaro >National Gaurd keeps me /fit/ >Still borderline autistic in social situations >Free movies aren't used because I don't wanna look like that fag who goes to the movies alone
>>25784887 >He knew I couldn't do it. He believed you could. You were the only one with any doubt. You should have just let your mom drop you off really. At most she would have found it amusingly cute that you have a mom that would be so willing to help you get laid.
>working at a convi store >this girl comes in, stares the shit out of me >wtf >I avoid eye contact >she goes and picks some chupa chups >she asks me for some recommendations >"Umm.. Cola? Strawberry's good too." >she picks 3 and puts them on the counter >after paying, she hands me two of them and leaves >it's Cola and Strawberry
>months pass, haven't seen her since the chupa chups incident >she comes in one day >she picks me some chupa chups again >while paying she asks if I remember who she is >I actually didn't recognize her until she picked out the chupa chups, tell her I do anyway >she goes on, tells me she and her family moved to a different neighborhood a while back >"Oh really? That's nice haha.." >she laughs, tells me she's dissappointed that I don't seem curious about to where she moved >don't know what to say so I just force a chuckle >she pays, and tells me she works at a shopping mall and tells me how tiring it is, says I should come over sometime >"haha.. yeah." >she says see ya and leaves >I never went to that shopping mall
I feel like this is how I would react to any above average woman making advances on me since she was actually the prettiest girl who has shown interest in me. Just because I have such low self esteem. I feel like even if I made a move and we started going out, the relationship would be very shaky due to how unimpressive I am aesthetically compared to her. I'd always feel insecure just because she's so attractive and I don't want that. Plus, I also feel like even if we hit it off, I feel like she'd get bored or dissappointed quickly, since I keep to myself a lot, and break off the relationship, making the whole thing futile in the first place.
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