>>25726183 I really should. Internet is bad news bears.
>>25726189 In detail? Told me I was going to be a future model. He said I needed to take nude photos, and he would send them to the agency and one day I would be famous. It just started out with photos, first clothed, then unclothed. Then eventrully he and my mother werent doing good together. he said he needed love that he was getting from mom. he said i needed to do her job since she wasnt doing it. i wanted to do whatever to make him happy. i took the place as my mom in sexual encounters. it started slow.
I felt in love with a woman I was having an affair with, and knowing she was also with other guys.
She ended up disappearing, never answering my calls, probably the easiest-cheapest way to deal with a situation such as a "breakup" (We weren't even dating)
But thinking about it, there's many things I save from that affair. We had fun, we fucked everywhere. And since the first time I kissed her, I knew she was melting. She would probably end up with me if it wasn't because she was way too busy having problems with her parents and looking at herself through the reflection of that little mirror to snort coke she had on the dinner table.
>be me >smoke weed out of bong in my bedroom often >as smoke passes through my mouth into my lungs, saliva begins to pool in my mouth >hate swallowing this shit so I spit it into a glass >be on day 4 or so of being blazed at all waking moments >spit glass is now about half full and has shit growing inside it like a fuckin petri dish >absolutely disgusted by this foul concoction but too stoned/lazy to empty/clean glass >later that day >sitting at PC smoking and watching youtube videos >have glass of actual, drinkable, non-biological weapon tier water >video too interesting to look away from >reach for glass of water without looking >proceed to swallow a mouthful of this atrocious devil semen by accident >2secondslater.jpg >OHGODNO >experience a level of disgust that only facial abuse crew members have ever known >gag reflex enters hyperdrive >sprint to bathroom, knocking shit all over the place as I try to withhold the power of every fibre in my body wanting to puke >make it to the bathroom sink with relatively low spillage >proceed to vomit about 50 times (no joke) >theres nothing left in my stomach but im still vomiting >stomach acid begins to be sent up >dry heaving and puking up stomach acid, my face is redder than rich pianas ball sack >tears streaming down my cheeks >in this moment, I knew only suffering >finish throwing up after what feels like an eternity >immediately go to my room and pick up that fucking spit glass with a tissue >go out the back and throw that shit as far as I fucking can, landing in someones backyard probably, i could not have gave less of a fuck >shudder >wipe tears from my eyes >so this is what it feels like to be raped >light up a cigarette and sit on the ground, I feel nothing anymore >my will to live disappeared just like that >Joy was only a word to me for the rest of that day, A word of which I had no concept >fin.
Raped for 5 years by my mothers father, while his wife held me down Ended when my colon was perforated and I almost died, ended up with a permanent ostomy They went to jail and my mother lost custody of me, she knew it was happening but didn't care Went into foster care, foster parents were religious fanatics and beat the hell out of me, since I was molested that made me a faggot and I needed to have evil beaten out of me I told my caseworker and ended up with a gay couple, they were/are great and I consider them to be my only parents I still want to kill my mother and grandparents, but I understand that if I did, I would be no better then them
Pretty much early childhood >starving for 3-4 days out of the week, barely one full meal on the rest >no electricity, running water or even a toilet in the house >war so couldn't light candles at night >father almost killed >mother shot >alone, nearly died myself on two occasions >fondest memories are of collecting mushrooms out of a fucking forest so we could eat >seeing my dad go to war >seeing my mother after being shot
I tried to kill myself by getting hit by a car when i was 13 I woke up in hospital I went back to school, nobody helped me through it, I got bullied Developed post traumatic stress disorder Still nobody helped me Started self harm and developed depression and anxiety Shut myself in from society/friends Been alcoholic since 14 and smoked since 13 Tried to kill myself twice after that
Oy m8, you fink I ever made a statement? I was never arrested until sentencing. The first thing I did when the detective called me, was contact an attorney and give him the detective's number. Class c felony assault.
Probably having my testicles crushed and removed at age 13 subsequently going through puberty without them. Even with the necessary meds to make up for the lack of them I still turned out like a feminine bitch.
>>25728875 Yeah, a picture is not gonna happen. Last thing I want is a bunch of weird ass dudes on the internet jerking off to me pretending I'm their "cutie trap gf". I've seen how obsessive you fucks get.
Got diagnosed with chronic costochondritis (makes the cartilage between your ribs inflame). Continued to get worse for 3 years until the flare ups were so bad that I couldn't even sleep. No position was comfortable. I couldn't stand up without feeling like I'd been hit with a bat, and if I ate anything I'd get waves of cramps going up my chest. It was horrible, I felt like I was being crushed constantly. I'd scratch the skin off my arms just so I could concentrate on a different pain. When the flare up ended it would take a month to recover, and then it would flare up again. I didn't see any point in living.
It's been just over a year since my last proper flare up. 3 days ago I got diagnosed with hypothyroidism. fml.
>doing engineering apprenticeship >study on other side of country for a year >then work abroad >only time parents said they're proud of me >get to travel >chad from school says he's jealous >manlet Indian in charge of my field training refuses to sign off my training book cos he doesnt like me, im actually good at the job >get home and called to company office >female boss "i've never seen a training book as bad as this. I think its time we called it a day, anon" >"please don't , i only have this job, i dont have any friends, i don't have a life i havn't even had sex and i'm in my early twenties" >spend next year on dole .spend saving on depression snacks, alcohol, clothes, etc >get job at mcdonalds >every day is a grind
Basically this last year is the worst things thats happened to me
>>25732622 Nothing. It was in a parking lot along the route I took to walk home. He had his friends with him, so even if they'd been caught, they would have done what they always did. Lied about it to cover each other's asses. I remember the same guy beating the shit out of me in elementary school and having one of his friends who was home sick that day claim I started it. They still took his side.
>>25732807 As satisfying as that would be, I'm kind of just hoping someone else does it. Maybe he goes to buy drugs and gets stabbed or dies of a heart attack while jerking off to child porn or something. It would have to be something that sullies his memory for the normies.
Almost lost my dad and lost my left eye in a car accident at age 8, a giant shard of glass impaled my eye damaging it completely and my old man was stuck in hospital for months through general head damage. We were in the same hospital and I always had genuine fear seeing doctors walking to and from his bed, hoping it wasn't bad news. When I got back to school, I was called names, known as a cyclops freak and people fucked with me because of my newly acquired lack of depth perception by shit like throwing stuff at me/scaring me on my blind side all the way to the end of secondary school. So pair that with fear of losing a parent at the time and my life was broken harshly at one of its more fragile states.
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