>tfw always thought she was cute but didn't really think anything of it. >tfw had THAT dream one night when we meet for the first time and instantly become friends. We start dating and do things together. We don't even have sex, I just literally fall in love with this girl and it just so happened to be Emma Watson for some unknown reason.
Then you wake up and your heart aches like she just broke up with you.
What the fuck brain. Like seriously. I don't understand this shit at all.
That's how I felt going through an intense crush on her as a teenager. It's like a 24/7 gut punch feeling like she's this beautiful, perfect angel who you can't stop thinking about and that you will never even meet her let alone be with her.
It's a humiliation thing, totally. I like to imagine her shocked and appalled and especially feeling unsafe, wondering how many men want to kidnap her and do nasty shit to her, feeling deeply objectified.
>>25726595 Anon, I feel so sorry for you knowing that someone else has experienced the same feel.
It's the most irrational thing ever. Just talking about it makes my heart ache even though this was years ago. This is so fucked up how deeply engrained this feel is. I would literally be willing to be in a three-way relationship with each of us sharing her if it meant it. what the fuck.
I'm the same age as her and I've been crushing on her since I was so young, and it's like I've had to watch her grow up.
It disturbs me that the memory of it will be with me forever, and I'll always feel an echo of what I felt so intensely then every time I think back to then or see a picture of her. And she'll never know who I am, not that I'd want her to, since I wouldn't even feel worthy of having her gaze on me.
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