>talk to some folks
>occasionally laugh at a joke together
>maybe even like the same video game or cookie brand
>feel empty and dissatisfied afterwards
at the risk of sounding like a hipster tumblrina, i feel like i never meet people who i can really share the "real stuff" in life with. there's no deeper bonds or genuine connections, everyone just knows me as some dude they have an ok time with every now and then. i never feel like there's anyone who's really someone i can open up more to or show off my interests and thoughts to more in detail
i feel like this goes for women too, it all just feels like pretense and bullshit even when you're literally attempting to date with the intention of maybe getting together at some point. do normies not crave this or something, or am i just mentally fucked?
Yes my friend, maybe you are a cyborg just like me
We don't have the skills normies have neirher the magic power of the robots
Walking both planes need developing technics. This sucks bc you will never be completely alone, but nine of that ppl will know the feel
I was lucky to have a proper Judeo-Christian upgringing and while it was difficult to see the ideology put to ruin in my later years I at least have the sentiment with me at all times. The kinship; the pure, boundless love, the compassion, the nostalgia..
78, so cyborg. But I happen to be a 37 yo khv.
as for OP, welcome to life. Nihilism isn't just for edgelords or college freshmen. Existential angst is real, because life is meaningless in a literal, objective way. We're a speck in the universe, in a infinitesimal slice of time.
the only way to have any real impact is to either create something that actually helps humans (so, calculus) or make a lot of offspring.
let's be honest, the golden age of knowledge is behind us, so you better be fucking.
oh, chad already has strew the world with his semen. right.
This thing calls me a cyborg essentially based on the fact that I'm not unemployed and don't actively hate everyone I see
But the thing is both used to be true for me, I haven't gotten better or anything, just older and more jaded
I can belive there are people here proud to be a cyborg.
Anything above robot tier shouldn't be allowed in this board.
I was barely able to get to 38 points while being generous with some ambiguous criteria and considered those fulfilled.
And I have even had sex more than once (only hookers) .
So how do you even get to be anything else above a robot while not being a complete normie, heck sometimes I even feel that I might not belong here.
Also, this sort of point system is kinda biased to let you stay in the robot tier. You will need to be a normie to get over 60 points and a full blown Chad to reach 80
wow, i've come a long way. Most of my points come from relationships that happened years ago, though. I'm a hermit in academia. Socially most would probably still consider me a loser.