lmao stay mad. Your prolly just crabby cause your sleep cycles retarded
An easier way to be considered a success is to study influence and fuck with people's perceptions.
Not that it makes much of a difference really, after I realized perception trumps reality and everything is relative, with contentment being a carrot on a string I stopped caring so much about going from arbitrary point A to arbitrary point B. Those of us living in western society are objectively better off than the vast majority of people living in earlier times could ever hope to be regardless of how hard they tried.
Read social psychology books.
Here are my top 4
Accidentally put one down twice
By writing that you are influencing yourself through a principal called consistency.
During the Korean war American POWs were being held in China and they were made to write pro communist essays in exchange for benefits, if they refused to write the essay they were asked to just copy down pro communist essays instead, most did at least this.
By writing it down their self image shifted because they subconsciously needed to be consistent.