i want to die so much that like a spastic i impulsively say aloud 'i wish i was dead' when im completely alone for no particular reason
It's good to let it all out.
Even when there are people around you and you're likely to just make them feel uncomfortable.
i sincerely wish that someone like a burglar or mugger or whatever would shoot and kill me because i am too scared to kill myself. i am a pointless unremarkable defective leech of a person and i do nothing for anyone
me and you both OP
why can't we just die in our sleep...
>think of how I rambled on about politics when friends didn't care
>Say FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU out loud and flip off literally nothing
>I guess i'm saying fuck you to myself for not shutting up when they obviously didn't care
>think of other things I did
>FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
It never ends
Iol ill kill you if i can have your stuff? Im broke af son
I was the same way in third grade. I always said, "Nobody likes me," over and over. But I don't care much for other people now so I'm just alone and don't really care about that part. For some reason, I still care about what others think of me even though I couldn't care less about them.
id hate just dying for no reason. then id have to give up all the anxiety i feel every hour of every day. who'd wanna give that up? really.
fuck man, why do they make us feel like were dying?
>be me healthy out of shape since winter
>be playing with my younger siblings
>2 minutes of activity
>stop and feel my chest
>walk over to where my mom and other family is standing
>she puts her hand on my chest
>pulls her hand back
>tells my stepdad whos a medic to feel my heart
>he pulls back shocked
>"it feels like an alien"
nearly just die from anxiety. i may literally die.