>>25693759 >>25693798 I will occasionally do normie things. Like the person that replied to OP, I use to shutdown when I'd do them because I felt like I didn't belong as well. I broke this cycle by realizing that I need to entertain myself socially and no one else. Most people don't really care if you're quiet, they'll bring it up but if you say something like, "I'm just taking it all in," they'll usually leave you alone.
If I'm feeling off-key, I will mention relatively shortly after meeting up with people that I'm a bit beside myself--something like: "'ey, don't mind me today if I'm a bit quiet, I'm a bit beside myself. Nothing's wrong or anything; I'm just trying to get out of my head. It's been a long day.."
But OP, never feel scared about doing normie things. It takes practice and patience. Just have a little faith in yourself. Even if things are completely embarrassing at times, just spin it into something funny mentally. That's what I do anyway.
>>25693759 >>25693798 Just remember: nobody actually cares about you. Normies are just as narcissistic as we are. Devote most of your brain to thinking about something you enjoy and offer noncommittal platitudes.
You already know life is meaningless. When they smile and finally seem engaged in the conversation, just remember that they're only interested in your autopilot shell.
Never engage. Never show gratitude for the interest you have generated. Let it wash over you like water off a duck's back. Remain the cold, meaningless center of your own universe, wishing it was a place in which you were truly relevant.
>>25693905 Because you were born in a meat sack that requires social interaction for its continued existence. Even if it is superficial. Much like sex, even superficial, meaningless sex and social context will improve your mood and make the endless drudgery a little more tolerable.
>>25693980 God doesn't move; God is movement, the space in which motion is made manifest, the time of duration of movement and the state of rest after motion has ended its transformation. God doesn't need to move. God is already everything.
But I digress. I don't pray. And I already am suicidal. Not quite sure what you meant.
>>25694022 ive had people in my near family lose their kids or are terminally ill, they havent killed themselves, i know what happens, thats why ill try to outlive my parent. but still, you escalated this quite fast
honestly, i am past the point of wanting to do normie things and wanting normie friends. i am a bipolar tranny so maybe that is why i am finding it harder to relate to normies.
>first day of new digital media class that is required for my web development degree >we all introduce ourselves and say why we are there >everyone says they are there for "creative marketing" and "creative writing" >i'm the only one who says anything even remotely web dev related >some marine guy goes on and on about seeing his friends die in the war >everyone stands up and claps for him and thanks him >black guy spends 10 minutes talking about his youtube gaming channel and how its "a lot of work uploading a video every day" >tons of obnoxious, fake nice white girls pretending to really like each other
as i was sitting there, it all felt so.. just... ughhh..
i just want a boyfriend/girlfriend and one or two other close friends to play video games with, discuss movies, and go out to try new restaurants together with.
>>25694029 God is an entity created by desert nomads to enforce the social contract on their peers, leveraging the desire for an explanation for the inexplicable.
Thermodynamics describes the basic rules by which excess energy is transmitted between bound objects, via photons. The transmissions of excess energy propagate at the speed of light. Resolution of individual particle states when multiple particles are ejected during a single emission phase are non-local. The system is deterministic, and repeats ad infinitum, as the big crunch is the only scenario in which matter can exist within the physical bounds of the universe in which we exist.
It's beautiful, but existential, and most of the time seems irrelevant.
>>25694164 OK, say you get neetbux. How long does this last for you? You're a robot, do some basic accounting.
What happens when you find the neetbux aren't enough to cover your cost of living? Neetbux aren't going to be around forever because - and I stress - nobody gives a shit about anybody else. When the belt gets tightened, there'll be nothing left for you.
>>25694212 not like i counted on living longer than 30, but thats not an argument i guess neetbux depends on where you live, even if they do get removed id find a loner, work from home job, freelancing or black labor
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