>1k left in bank
>not even applying for other jobs yet
>rent is 400$ a month
Im not even depressed, but I might just kill myself when I run out of money
Anybody else know this feel? Im not even mentally ill I just dont see any reason to do anything
Yep. I know the feel. Going to go back to school part time soon but I would kill myself if I had to do some shit job that brought more suffering than the rest of my life brought happiness. Also you are depressed.
I havent tried to
Ive been a miserable NEET for 3 months now, was a miserable wagecuck for 4 years
If Im gunna be miserable either way why work hard to be miserable when you can sleep for half the day at least?
The highlight of week is every now and then I have a nice dream at least
I got diagnosed as a literal aspie when I was like 12, tried tons of counseling SSRIs of all types, now Im 22 and exhausted
You haven't even experienced 10% of what this life has to offer. There is a ridiculous amount of fun and joy to be had in this world. I highly advise that you not kill yourself and try to get help for your depression
*tips snapback in agreement*
It gets better, trust me
If you genuinely feel that you have nothing left to lose, do something that you've always wanted to do but have been too afraid to try or go to the one place on this continent that you've always wanted to go to. If it doesn't work it, you've lost nothing.
>"the werld iz ur oyester "fags posting unironically on my board
OP try not sleeping for a few days and doing loads of stims(even caffieen in 1g+ doses can make you feel like a semi normie and you can buy it cheap online )