My sister forced me to make an appointment with the psychotherapist today and it's just 3 hours until I'm going there.
I'm scared and don't know how this shit even works. I don't want him to ask me dumb questions and I'm horrible with people who want to know things about me.
How does this whole thing work?
First thing they do is examine your poo. The doctors really appreciate it when you have a piece of fecal matter prepared. It's best to keep it warm and free from the oxygen. So I'd suggest putting it in a ziplock baggie and tucking it in your coat.
As long as you don't tell them you're planning to hurt someone else or yourself they can't do anything. Other than that they're just there to help you, and they can't help you unless you're honest. No matter what you tell them ou can bet they've heard more fucked up shit a million times before.
If they talk to you for 15 minutes and them prescribe meds just find another one.
I told my psychiatrist about my waifu and he looked deeply concerned.
Were you going to tell him about your waifu? If not, it doesn't matter.
You shouldn't be too scared, but it really depends on the person you're talking too.
It was honestly the only time he ever looked concerned, when I said I talk to her too.
Otherwise he was accepting of a lot of other things I've said. I said I don't want friends, he said it was unusual but okay. I said I didn't money, a house, cars, anything really, and he said that unusual, but okay.
What are you scared of? Because depending on why you're going to him, he won't ask you stupid questions.
>Same day appointment with mental health
Obviously not American, assholes can't even offer me monthly appointments for therapy or psychiatry. Shits as useless as the pills they try to push. Don't fall for the SSRI bullshit.
This. However i probably need someone to help me stop hating existence. I dont want to die but i dont want to exist either. Im just going to live the rest of my life becoming the most degenerate piece if trash and make everyone leave me alone and stop asking questions.
I got sucked into going to one of those people. My mom was really concerned about my mental health state. She even brought pictures of my room with my walls covered in anime girls. Its weird because this guy has been asking me about all of my life and wants tons of details. I feel like this dude is gonna publish a book or something based on me and how nuts he thinks I am.
I told my therapist and she laughed out loud.
>Homura? Man, this kid has some serious shit taste.
I went to the rapist last week and she kept telling me how she thinks I have chemical imbalances and that I should see a psychiatrist as well. Also told her I was diagnosed with ADHD but I'm not sure if it's a real observable disorder. How the fuck can you tell just by talking with someone for 30 minutes? Is she just pulling shit out of her ass to get me on the crazy pills?
>a psychiatrist is a real doctor, he is for real mental illnesses, he is not for talking about your problems
Tell that to 99.99999999999999999% of the people who go to psychiatrists.
I just came back.
That was horrible. Most of the time we just sat there and he kept looking at me waiting for me to say something but I didn't know what and just waited until he asked another question.
He asked me what I do all day and it felt fucking awkward to tell him that I just watch Japanese Animation all fucking day.
Then he told me that he's scared to give me medicine because I'm such a special snowflake and we made a new appointment for Friday so he can judge how things progressed and if I get excused of work because he can't tell yet.
I'm too scared to talk about my life.
>Diagnosed with ADD as adult
>Can't be medicated or will be fired from high paying job
>Can't tell anyone about ADD or will be barred from entire industry permanently
Entire life could be fixed with Adderall (makes me feel normal when I experimentally tried it), but I lose everything if I get prescribed it.
Just fuck my shit up.
See something that reminds me of an old memory, and fucking go into angry berating myself at some mistake I made when I talked to some one. "They think I'm retarded, god why did I do that". In reality they pretty much didn't even remember I did it. I live these memory in perfect clarity though.
>read something long
When I'm reading, I'll skip entire paragraphs and have to go back. I love reading, it's just a habit I do often.
>Do thoughts get jumbled inside your head when you try to listen to something
Yea, I'll start thinking of things to make, invent.
Every day I feel like I have to advanced in something like a project or I'm a complete failure. I have started many projects and I'll hyper focus on something for a few days doing nothing but that project. However as soon as I make progress of meaning value. I'll stop. Next time I can't will myself to do it.
I'll finish some projects, and when I can, I feel amazing when someone complements me.
I DONT UNDERSTAND, but when someone says what I did was great/something along those lines. I go about my day so extremely happy and blissful as it can be. This feeling is so amazing, that it is better than ANY drug I've done by magnitudes.
Can I get someone to help me understand that feeling?
Other than that, it feels like my entire day is just a hazy dream and I create ideas in my head that I want to do.
>>Can't be medicated or will be fired from high paying job
>>Can't tell anyone about ADD or will be barred from entire industry permanently
Why is that? You do know it will be discrimination in the work place if they do such a thing.
I've won a settlement in the past when the normalfags at work discriminated against me for being different. Its one of the good things to come out of the SJW movement, we actually have a legal footing now.
>Why is that? You do know it will be discrimination in the work place if they do such a thing.
Underwater welding/Commecial Diving. It is a huge risk if a diver needs meds or has a "mental illness".
I don't need to the meds, but my quality of life is just improved leagues when I have it. I feel content with life and what I need to do.
I don't get high, wired, trip, "fucked up", etc on Adderall. I just calm down and understand other people and how I need to act when speaking.
Nonsense. I'm a high voltage linesmen who flys helicopters and I work whilst taking meds for my aspergers.
The normalfags just need to stop discriminating and worrying over what may or may not happen.
Talked to dive doctor, that was his ruling.
"If you were examined and told them you were on medication for ADD, you would be disqualified for diving."
I sought several opinions and this was the consensus.
They don't have any way of obtaining your medical records, do they? Just opt to omit that information next time you see their dive doctor.