>tfw overweight people can walk around wearing the hottest new clothes and get complimented
>you're below 115 and feel like a fat disgusting pig
>literally too ugly to even be able to post on /r9k/ without the mods banning me anymore
>haven't eaten anything since 9 am and not planning to
>there are people on this planet who think candice swanepoel, a 10, is actually a 6
>literally kind of just wanna die 2bh what is the point kek
i tend to stay around 800 cal a day. idk how im supposed to go under that without literally just spending all day in bed. i wanna be at least 90 lbs so badly.
kratom helps but i develop a quick tolerance and ???. im thinking about dropping out of school on-off to pursue my dreams of finally being GOOD at something but fug, how 2 afford lifestyle
i know. it is really unfortunate. i've been trying for the last 5 years but desu i'm losing my patience. i'm such a fat piece of shit.
although honestly i dont think weight loss would even make much of a difference. still ugly as fuck and a midget.
>tfw a fucking midget
>body issues out the wazoo
>look and feel like a fatass at 110 lbs
>exercises too much to overcompensate
>decent bone structure at least
>probably a polite way of saying i have a girly face
it is expected, she is a tiny petite beautiful qt
>implying that will bring me down to a bmi of 15, aka the only bmi appropriate for my height
>implying the best way to achieve that isn't to spend all day in a kratom-induced haze while not eating or doing anything but shitposting