Just binged about 1500 calories and I'm meant to be dieting, fuck.
end my life
No, 'be yourself' only applies if you have good genetics. If you're fat you obviously have shit genetics which means you're fucked anyway. Don't lose weight to "better yourself", just eat whatever you want and stop caring because it's not gonna get better.
I can't even get a job because of my anxiety over being a blimp.
I'm also tired of being alone. I have a decent face and a personality people enjoy, but my body is horrible and it's what's held me back from being a normie since childhood.
I'm still going to look absolutely disgusting when I'm done losing the weight, but maybe someone will eventually love me.