>think you're doing fine
>start thinking about killing yourself to end feelings of shame, confusion, anxiety and desperation ect.
Am I a fool for not blowing my brains out right now? Am I truly deluded in holding on when I have no real value as a person?
If I had a gun I wouldn't be here right now. I wish I could've killed myself years ago.
Ages 15-25 is literally the worst time for any human being if you are male. You are biologically (and logically) the most useless and expendable group and you have the least rights.
If I were to kill myself I would do it in an extreme way. I decided if I truly wanted to do I would get in a bathtub and crave my heart out and take a bite out of it. Gun/pills/hanging are all pussy shit.
Might as well have another dissatisfying fap, I won't even use lube, I'll just cum on some clothes and throw them in the laundry
I never said I deserved anything you fucking idiot
Well that goes without saying, I'm sure you're very good at pointing out the obvious.
That's pretty fuckin' rude, man.